Chapter 75

I got lost in my thoughts once again. I honestly couldn't count how many times it happened to me. I would just randomly stare at nothingness and forget the damn thing I was doing. It has been a total disaster, because I almost lit the house in fire, cut my fingers, and a lot of things I cannot imagine. It was worse than not being able to do anything at all.

Everything I touch, gets ruin. I feel so useless right now.

I sat there in my room, contemplating about my life's decision. I have been here for the last 5 hours, just sitting and staring at the wall. I wasn't tired nor energized. It was just... normal. As a matter of fact, I felt nothing even. I just had a lot of things to think about, and staring has been my new hobby lately, or say the least.

I forgot how many days had already past or what time it was. I lost track of time, and if it wasn't for the phone I might not be able to tell what day is which.

Again, I didn't notice that someone was already home until I felt a hand on min