62 Overdue Conversation

Christos

Just before I drove fully out of the big garage, I saw my Beta coming towards me and I accelerated the car noisily. I knew he was coming for one purpose only, to make me change my mind about going out with me.

I know he is one of those that are fearful I might meet a mishap one day that may be too much for me to handle alone. I quite understand and appreciate their concern but if only they know how relaxed I am with the thought of death.

‘I will never try to take away from the duties of my Beta or make him feel unworthy and unneeded. No, that has never been my intention but my movements and his need to want to be everywhere with me is obviously something we will never agree on.’ I concluded within me with a wry grimace, knowing it is impossible to change who I am, just to please others.

“Maybe if you had not been so adamant about not having an escort, the seven year old incident would not have happened.” My wolf said through the mind - link and I almost hit my face on the whe