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Standing At A Crossroads
The thing about life is that it is never constant.
The only constant I can assure myself at present is Isabella and the baby. What changes is everything else. The choices and decisions you make will never remain the same. Though some things are certainties, and that is your dreams. They, too, might change, but the thing is that you are constantly dreaming about something.
The measures that you will go to achieve these things do measure you as a man. I believe that if you always play it safe, then you are purely just a coward. You sit, and you wait, and you let fate decide for you what is going to happen next. But the thing with fate is that it takes you down that road you ever so often avoid taking.
Well, I am not that man; I am a dreamer. And when I dream, I dream big.
So I am finding myself at a place that I do not want to be. I am at a crossroads, with a difficult decision to make. Do I turn right and put my dreams aside, turn them away and start a new
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