Welcomed Distraction

Tonight I am in the same place I have found myself for a month now. It is a place between excitement and danger. Where you live on the edge of pleasure, of pure adrenaline that flows through your veins. I love every minute of the thrill. I did not get here by playing it safe or even playing by the rules.

Do I desire this lifestyle? Absolutely yes.

So I am here sitting and staring over the camp at the masses of Marines filling every corner. This might seem like such a cliché. A man like me, a man that is half a Marine, sitting amongst other men that cannot even compare. Here is where I thrive; here is where I rule.

Clayton Jackson will be a name that you say softly over your lips, for if I catch you not respecting one syllable that flows from your mouth, you shall find yourself in a great deal of trouble.

Tonight as with every other night, if find myself longing to be with Isabella and our baby. I am desperate and fucking lonely. There is the compan