LEYLA'S POV:-
"I know! But still. I have no idea what it will be like. Living in Curtis without Kurt. It is the very first time that I am in a relationship. And it feels a little off to leave without him. I am nervous to know what he will decide. And I have no idea what he will say if he wants to stay and I will tell him that I am leaving." I spoke in a low and nervous tone. Hearing my tone, Aleck started laughing at me. I rolled my eyes in annoyance. I knew he had better luck with relationships in his life. And I was a loser in front of him. Maybe he was laughing at me because it was actually the first time I was behaving nervously in front of him.
"Long distance or not, if he is really in love with you, if he really likes you, if you are the one he can't live without, he will have no issues with you being away from him. After all, you are not going out of America. As you
LEYLA'S POV:-I was shocked for a minute. I was definitely not expecting him to actually order me in an indirect way. But it sure sounded like he was ordering me. A minute later, I blinked my eyes a few times then chuckled softly. "I don't think I have ever said that I belong by your side. Yes, I am the Beta of the Guardians. But that doesn't mean that I want to be around like your shadow. I am no one's shadow. I am a person of my own. And I think I can make my own decisions." I responded to his stupid reviews about me as calmly as I could. I didn't know if it was because I had never been in a relationship or because he was actually wrong.Either way, I knew he was in no place to order me. Hearing my response, he started laughing. As if I had cracked a joke or something. He was acting differently. I had no idea why he was behaving like a mean person. "And what that decision would
LEYLA'S POV:-I drove straight towards the beach. I had already texted my mother that I would be staying at the beach house for the night. I wanted to be left alone for a while. Aleck asked me if I wanted him with me. I just told him that I wanted to stay alone for a while. I didn't tell him anything about what happened between me and Kurt. I just didn't want anyone to pity me again just because I broke up with a man. A narrow minded man who thought he could dominate me. I was not good with that. Maybe dating someone while in a chaos of stopping the post apocalypse that was hanging on our heads was pretty much a bad idea.But then again, who knew that my obsessions were actually something that big. At least I didn't imagine it in my worst nightmare. I thought they were just some indication about a disaster or something. I never thought it was the indication of the biggest disaster of al
LEYLA'S POV:-I couldn't help myself but smile at him. He really sounded like a gentleman. But then again, I thought the same thing about Kurt. A kind and respectful gentleman, that's what I thought about Kurt. I was not sure when things started changing between us. When he actually became a man who would think about a woman as sexual item. I toy that he could use to settle his desires. And in return he felt that everything I had was actually bestowed upon me because he was screwing me. I really never thought that one day I would be in a relationship. And that man would think shity things about me. It was definitely an insult. And it suddenly felt so wrong.Being with Kurt was an amazing thing for me. Then he became proud. Or maybe he became psychotic because of all the power he was suddenly given. After all, he was the Alpha. His girlfriend or not, I was still about to be
LEYLA'S POV:- I was still lost in my own world. I didn't realize that I was still staring at Lucian's face. He snapped his fingers in front of my eyes a few times, pulling me out of the oceans of my thoughts. "Earth to Leyla! Are you alright? Did I say something wrong? I apologise if I said something inappropriate. I am not very good at talking to women. I have never been around any woman. Maybe that is the reason." He spoke to me in a terrified tone. As if he was scared that I would be mad at him. I bit my lower lip as I heard his words. Not that he was funny. And I was not the kind of person who would make fun of people's misery. I just thought that he was so adorable. It was so sweet of him to think this way. "No no! You didn't do anything. I just got lost in my own thoughts. I have been around men. But I have never met anyone so gentle and so polite with a woman. Not t
LEYLA'S POV:-I pulled my head out to look at his face. I had no idea why but suddenly my heart started racing inside my chest. It was literally pounding inside my rib cage. As if it was pounding to break free. Our eyes met and I felt my breath hitching. I was too engulfed with the man I broke up with, I didn't notice how beautiful Lucian's eyes were. His eyes were literally silver colored. As if I could see two moons shining in his eyes. His puppies were literally silver. I gulped hard while staring into his eyes. My eyes travelled towards his lips. His lips curved in a mischievous grin as he caught me staring at his lips. I felt my face heating up but I didn't dare look away.Usually, my brain would do something to knock the sense into me. To make me do something that was right. Not something that felt right. In that moment, being in his arms, my brain suddenly started behaving oddly. Not just my h
LEYLA'S POV:-His house was not so far away from my mom's beach house. He unlocked the doors effortlessly. I was still in his arms. He carried me upstairs. He kicked open the door of a room. It was a bedroom. He carried me to the bed then gently laid me down. "You smell so familiar. I don't know where we might have met. It feels like I recognise your scent. Have we met before?" I asked him in a low tone as he sat down on the bed beside me. I was actually laying on the bed. My legs were hanging, my toes were touching the ground. As he heard my questions, he chuckled softly and laid down on the bed beside me.He had one of his elbows resting on the metrus. While he was leaned on the bed with the help of his elbow. Our faces were a few inches apart. A single move could join our lips together. My breath histched as I noticed his hand that travelled towards my face. He gently grabbed a lock
LEYLA'S POV:-I gasped loudly as his lips softly touched the sensitive skin of my neck. He didn't try to suck my skin. He didn't even bite my neck. He was leaving a burning trail of soft kisses on my neck. Every single spot his lips touched, it was burning in the flames of desire. Desires! That was how I could explain the feeling burning inside my body. I felt like my body was made of ice. And he had flames. I felt like melting in his arms. He pulled away from me after a few minutes of torture he was giving me. Breathing heavily, I opened my eyes. I almost choked on my breath as my eyes met his silver eyes. His eyes were sparkling with an unknown emotion.Maybe I just couldn't put a finger on the emotions I saw in his eyes. Yes, there were so many emotions dancing in his silver shining eyes. He was staring into my eyes. It felt like he was staring deep into m
LEYLA'S POV:-He grabbed my hand and pecked on my palm. That pulled me back into the real world. I looked back at him and realized that his frown had deepened. I forced a small smile on my face. I tilted my head while staring at his face. "You remind me of my old self. When I used to be as honest as you are. But I was never fearless. I was always afraid of my honesty. Knowing that I was different, people usually left me alone. How come you can be so calm after expressing your literal desires to me? Don't you fear that your honesty could get you in trouble?" I cupped his face with one hand and asked him in a curious tone.I just wanted to know how he could be so calm after telling me the complete truth. Hearing my questions, he chuckled softly. Then he grabbed my wrist and pulled me. I gasped loudly as I landed on top of his chest. He wrapped his free hand around my waist t