I didn't call Luca right away. I stayed outside for the longest time, deciding what to do even though I had already made my decision in my father's office. I walked around and around, thinking deeply. Wondering if I was making a mistake. The neighbors drove past and saw me pacing back and forth like a lunatic. They all gave me odd looks. I wonder if they can tell that I've been kicked out of my own home because I refused to obey their orders. How can they expect me to break things off with Luca so that Mary might have a chance? How can they ask such a thing of me and call me selfish when I refuse to do it? I haven't known Luca for long. And I spent half of that time hating him. This is risky. I know it is. If I abandon everything I've ever know because of him and end up with a broken heart, I won't survive it. I'm giving up everything for him. To be with him. It's insane. Brett and Victoria wouldn't approve. They wouldn't even recognize me. I don't recognize myself. The sun was s
Luca “I know you mean well,” dad says to me, then glances at my mother. “I know you have the best of intentions with Laura. I know that, and everyone can see it.”“But?”“Marriage is a family affair,” mom answers for him. “Her family has to be in agreement for this to work. That’s the point of all of this, son. We’re supposed to unite our families so that we may be stronger in the future. You’ll be in control of the family when your father and I pass on, and we want you to be sorted, Luca. You need to make your own connections, and marriage is a step in the right direction.”“I don’t need connections,” I tell her, and she slaps her thighs and rolls her eyes. “This whole thing was an experiment. It wasn’t necessary. There are no rules, and no obligations. Marrying into a family with good connections was supposed to be a bonus, not a necessity.”“Yes, Luca, but—”“The Walshes were never on your list,” I remind her. “And they weren’t there because they don’t have the connections we need
I glance at the back of my phone again. I let it vibrate until whoever is on the other end of the line quits. When I woke up, I saw seven missed calls. Some were from my father, and the rest were from my mother. I don't know why the hell they're calling me, but I'm in no mood to talk to them. I'm deeply hurt. The morning has made things a lot clearer, and I've realized that the situation is more grave than I initially thought. They're abandoning me for wanting to be with a man that I love, a man that had promised nothing to my sister. God, was I supposed to reject Luca because my sister had a two-week crush on him? Is that how it goes? Am I the villain for wanting to be with him?Am I really that wrong?Tears sting my eyes but I tell myself firmly that I won't cry. Not again. I turn on my side and stare around the room. It feels odd, waking up in a strange room yet it's exciting at the same time. Butterflies dance around in my stomach, and I inevitably think about Luca. I bite my lo
Luca and I spent the whole day together. He ditched work to spend time with me and make me more comfortable in his house. Words can't express how this makes me feel. He's so thoughtful, and every sweet gesture threatens to rip me apart and put me back together. I'm not used to being treated this way. Luca makes me feel like I'm important. Like I matter. And although I can't say that I was constantly humiliated or degraded, I most certainly wasn't treated like this. He showed me the spots he loves most about his house. He grew up here, and so he has many fond memories of his youth. I deduced from his talks that he and Miguel are quite close. It reminds me of Mary and I once upon a time. We truly were close. Some of my friends from school back in the day said our relationship wasn't normal. Siblings fought all of the time. I once heard someone say that if siblings hadn't threatened each other with knives at some point in their lives, they weren't truly siblings. To me, threatening Mar
I wake up to the sun in my eyes. I look around the room quickly before sitting up and stretching my arms high above my head. Luca isn't here. He must have left when I was sleeping because his clothes aren't on the floor. Mine are, though. A smile splits my face in two and I squeal when I stare at my finger. I give myself this moment to be happy and giddy. I can't believe that last night happened, and at the same time I can't imagine it not happening. It's like everything is happening exactly when it's supposed to. I'm elated. I've never felt this kind of happiness before. I'm so happy that I check my phone. I want to share my happiness with someone. Brett. Victoria. They'll be thrilled for me. I haven't updated them at all since all of this happened the day before yesterday. I have so much to say to them. This is the most that has happened to me in the space of three days. Life with Luca is eventful. My days used to feel super short before. Now, they're long. There are over fifty
Nobody knows where she is.She disappeared the same day I left home. According to mom, she never said a word to either of them about it. Constance served lunch and went up to her room to call her but she wasn't responding. Constance ignored it and thought that she was just ignoring her and that perhaps she wasn't hungry. She reported this back to mom, who left the table and went upstairs to fetch her. She found the room empty. She cries as she says this, and holds a tissue to her nose. Her shoulders are shaking. I've never seen her this upset before. Still, it has no influence on me whatsoever. I realize that this is the reason why she looked so sad. It isn't because of me. It's because Mary is missing. It's only a matter of time before she starts blaming me for this. I look at dad. "You didn't mention this on the phone.""I didn't think it was something I could say over the phone," he admits. I look at mom. She says nothing else to me. I honestly don't know what to say to them. I
I stare at my reflection in the mirror, not quite believing what I'm looking at. It's Saturday, the day of my engagement party. The days flew by so quickly that I can hardly believe I'm here. Somehow, I didn't think that I could make it here, not with everything that's happening. But I have. I apply blush to my cheeks. I hear the noise downstairs, which means that more and more guests are piling in. I'll admit that I'm nervous—none of this is being easy. Convincing my parents to take part of this took quite a bit of pushing, according to Luca. They didn't want to have to do this with Mary still missing. She hasn't sent them a single message. They have no idea if she's dead or alive. Alive, probably. But they're still worried. Quite frankly, that's mean and selfish of her considering she wasn't kicked out. She was the one who had all their support. There was no reason for her to walk out on them and not inform them of her whereabouts. The strange part about that, though, was that sh
Luca I see Mary before Laura does.My brows crinkle in confusion. I move away from my group of associates without excusing myself. I look around and see that some people are slowly looking at her. Their facial expressions change when they look at her. Why wouldn't they?She's wearing all black, and there's a thin black veil covering her face. I stand behind Laura and place a hand on her shoulder. Stopping her. Reassuring her. I don't know anymore. This is the most bizarre thing that I've ever seen, and I can't deny that a small seed of fear is planting itself in my heart. What's the meaning of this? Why would she come here wearing a black dress? I thought she was missing. This makes no sense. It's like she dyed a wedding gown and veil black. Actually, I think that's exactly what she did. She stares directly at Laura will hollow, empty eyes. If I'm being honest with myself, I don't know how I recognized her so easily. She looks nothing like the charming woman I met during those eve