belated regret ( amy)

The last few days have been complicated for me, discovering Nicolas's true identity was a blow I wasn't prepared for, one thing is for him to be a dangerous person, another is for him to command a criminal organization, I am well aware of the atrocities that this type of people commits and all I want is distance. .

I guess it won't be that impossible after I said all those rude words probably nicolas won't want to look me in the face anymore.

When he came to say goodbye to me I felt like standing on my tiptoes and kissing his mouth but I didn't, I just uttered more rude words, unfortunately I didn't feel good treating him badly I felt something for this man that I couldn't explain.

I had a terrible night, I was tossing and turning from one side of the bed to the other without being able to sleep, an anguish ruminating in my chest, it was only at dawn that I managed to fall asleep.

The next day I didn't leave my room I spent the morning stuffed up in bed , it was late when I go