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AURORA

I didn't quite understand the attributes of BDSM per se, but what I saw and felt was through the eyes and words of the man who meant so much to me. I wouldn't lie—it chilled me to the bones when I saw the brutality they demonstrated in the videos. How does someone even jerk off to that?

It reminded me of the prison all over again.

But, how did everything felt so right, so arousing with Marco? For the longest time, I convinced myself that maybe these were the funny chemicals in your brain that makes you drool over silly things. The thought of him taking control, the idea of his dominance amplified a thrill of pleasure I had never encountered before.

That day, I was at his mercy. He could have acted on his animal instincts, force himself on me, and yet he chose to ask me for a kiss.

Who takes permission for a bloody kiss? But, then again, if someone random would try to put their mouth on me, he'd probably end up losing all his teeth.

Slowly, my brain could figure out the whole 'c