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XV (Part IV)
I have already seen this coming, this scenario of her, being dead. I know that I have been preparing myself for this since that moment I stand inside the black and empty-like casino yet...
It feels so different experiencing it in actual reality. It feels too different if it lies in front of your eyes.
I have thought that I am ready, this scenario has been playing in my head during the whole night. I have been holding on to that tiny rope of hope of a possibility that my beloved mother is still alive but I realize...
No one is actually ready when he or she witnesses a sudden loss of a loved one. Her life has been my driving force. It is what keeps me running towards my safety. It is what keeps me alive until this moment but... It has been crushed now... big time.
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