Chapter 34

Chapter 34: Face It

Victoria Abbel's Point of View

Am I that awful?

Naiiyak na sambit ko sa aking sarili habang naglalakad. I thought they were all mean to me but I never realized that it was another way around. Is this the reason why Trevor can't even like me back? Is this the reason why he's scared of me? I want to scream from madness. Ngunit parang kahit ngayon ay hindi ko kayang sumigaw.

I walk so I can clear my head. Pero hindi ko na maiwasan na umiyak dahil naguunahan silang pumatak. That's why I keep on walking and walking until my feet felt numb. The cold weather enveloped my body as it was comforting me. I was walking on the pavement crying. But all I did was wipe them using the back of my hands. And when I felt tired from walking, I decided to sit on the bench.

And then I stared at the night sky. It was pure black. There was nothing. Doon ko na lang bigla napaisip na masyado na akong maraming taong nasaktan. It's not only about Trevor. Napatawa ako ng pagak, I am the one who