Truth to be told, Major Sullivan didn’t left me anymore and it feels weird having him lurk around my house as if he doesn’t have his own home. The golden streak of the morning sun was blocked by my curtain but some seeps through the fabric and awakens me from my deep slumber.
My body felt heavy and sore because Major Sullivan didn’t stop until I was pleading him to stop last night. He owned and claimed me, every inch of my body was marked by him.
Up until now, I still cannot feel my legs because of what he did to me. Last night was a blast, an epitome of euphoria.
My hand clutches over the sheet of my bed as I tried to rose on my own toes but still, my knees wobbles from exhaustion. I groaned and just let my body succumb to the bed.
Suddenly, the door opened and it reveals Major Sullivan wearing his Apron and low waist jeans. His hands are on his pockets as he leaned into the doorway and lick his bottom lips all while looki
There was a moment of silence as I watched Ares from my front door. He was waving his hand and inside of my head, I was rolling my eyes to him from his sudden appearance on my house. A sudden appearance that I clearly don’t want. But then, I can’t just lock him outside because that will clearly build more of his suspicions.Who told him to just appear at my front door? Ruin my breakfast with Major Sullivan and gave me anxiety in my own home?His suspicion makes me feared, for I don’t know what he will do once he knows what I’ve been doing behind his back.When his car droves past my house, I stumped my feet into the ground and just looked over the man who is still hiding under my dining table. Another bastard man who made me squirm in front of someone.“ You can come out now,” I said as I walk over to the dining table and clean the utensils that Ares used.He told me that he wants to spend breakfast
I needed to stop and process everything. My heart is hammering out of my chest as those words keep on playing inside of my head. What does she mean? What did I just read? My mind is in haywire as I gulp water and tried to comprehend what was written in the journal of the late senator.Still, after calming myself, I can’t understand what she means in the last part. I understand that they are sexual but why does it feel like Major Sullivan wants something that she doesn’t obviously want but give it to him anyway.If it’s the measure of his love? Fucking hell.For a moment, I thought I needed to run for a milestone and absorb everything but instead, I just grab the journal and decided to read it in my bed. However, I cannot still comprehend the last part.“ He scared me from what he sexually wants but I was willing to give if it is the measure of his love.” What does Major Sullivan sexually want? I
“ Are you out of your mind?” Ares screams and I flinch when I felt my arm stinging because of the shattered glass.Earlier today, he dragged me out of the house and told me that we are going out. He’s taking me on a date and I don’t know why I agreed upon hearing that. Part of me wanted to be out of the house because I always find myself lurking around the last sentence that I’ve just read from the diary of the late senator.He finally did it. Those words seem to mean something and I don’t want to think about the possibilities of what Major Sullivan did. Moreover, the burnt pages bothered me to the extremity. It’s like the pages are intentionally burnt so no one can ever read what was written on it.Ares and I are sitting outside of the pub and grill but I accidentally lose my grip on the glass. He hissed as he held my arm and inspect my bruise.“ It’s nothing,” I shivered at his touch because it
A gush of the wind against the tenderness of my skin keeps me awake as I tried to not stumble on the stairs and successfully open the door of my room.I laughed to myself as I stumble face-first on the floor. My head is still spinning as I tried to stand on myself using my elbows. I nearly groan when I felt my toe twist because I am wearing high heels.Drinking is not for me anymore, I thought to myself and still tried my best to stand but then I was baffled when I was being lifted off the floor. Someone is holding my waist and putting me right into my bed.My room is dim black and my head is still spinning so I can’t really point out who was the shadow is.“ Are you drunk, Amara?” he asked in his deep voice. A loud spur of voice came out of my mouth as I realized who was it.It’s Major Levi Sullivan in his bare chest and low hanging jeans. He was angrily looking at me with his deep set of eyes and I was seeing nothing but t
“ I was the reason she was killed, Amara.” “ I was the reason she was killed, Amara.” “ I was the reason she was killed, Amara.” I’m still too drunk to think straight. Too drunk to absorb what he just said but, in my mind, I felt like I was a genius. A smart woman who knows what those words meant.I took a step backward and it wasn’t enough. No, I wasn’t afraid of him or terrorize. My mind cannot just absorb what he meant by that. Or maybe it was my heart because the last time I checked it shouldn’t hurt like this.It shouldn’t beat like it was tired of beating. Trembling, I sit right on the floor. The cold didn’t bother me. What bothered me was him and his words.How can he tell me that? How can he tell me that with pain in his voice as if getting her killed was the biggest regret of his life?I see him closing
“ Wait a damn minute, Levi!” I scream as I grab my face out of his holds and made him look at me instead.Indeed, these pictures bother me, but what the hell was he doing?He looked at me and embrace the intensity of my gaze. It is still morning and my head is still aching from alcohol last night, but I know what he is doing.“ You’re trying to avoid what happened last night!” I concluded at his actions, but this bastard only gave me a glare before continuing what he was doing. He was taping papers and pictures whilst completely ignoring my presence. And it only did nothing but to hurt my ego, to bruise my ego.I was too caught up with my emotions that I tear every paper and picture out of the wall, tearing them into pieces before I throw them right in front of his face. I can show how angry he was because he is biting the insides of his lips and his body is tense.But right now, I am not afraid of him. I don&rsq
“ And?” I asked not truly processing what he meant by that.He looks mystified by my reaction. “ Didn’t you hear me? I told you I was a sex addict,” he repeated his words as if I didn’t hear it the first.Oh well. Everyone has their own battle to win, their own waves to tame inside of their mind because if you don’t you’re either the deity or you’re an angel.“ I heard it, Levi. And so? What if you’re a sex addict? Did she think that you’re less of a person because of you’re diagnosis?” I asked, closing the distance between us.This time, all I wanted was to sit on his lap and encircle my arms around his nape. To feel his hot breath touching the skin of my neck and be close to him. And I did. I fucking did as I straddle him.Major Sullivan smiles. And I was too bewitched to notice that I’ve been staring at it for some time now. His smile is not sarcastic or a
I was woken by gentle kisses sliding through my neck up until my shoulder bone. A muffled snort escapes my lips when it slides through the back of my neck. Opening my eyes, I angle my head and see the gaze that even after everything made my heart flutter.“Good morning, madam,” he smiled at me and I feel the urge to part my lips to be able to breathe properly for I felt like his smile made me stop from breathing.He gave in a quick kiss before stopping and letting our foreheads press into each other. I can feel him and his warm breath lingering through every bit of my skin.He felt like peace and protection. A special ingredient for this perfect moment. A home and a sense of love. In the midst of war and chaos, a shield and strength to go on life without worrying to be alone in the middle of the war.A ladder in times of hardships and light in the darkness. He felt like everything. And I know that it was only him.“ W-What&r