Episode 85

I woke up in the middle of the night unable to fall asleep again.

Great.+

I was just thinking as usual.

I couldn't help but feel that Sarah was a bit mad at me, mad at me for letting go. All this time with her and I never realised what a grudge she still held against Damon.

I must be very unobservant.

Hm.

But then again, maybe our emotions were just all over the place yesterday.

And the fact that she's literally still mourning her son. I had to try and understand where she was coming from. And I hoped she would try and see things from my point of view as well. I wasn't just gonna up and leave.

I-, we, were going to try and make things right. As much as we can.

By this time, my train of thought had already led me to the kitchen looking for something to eat.

Well I can't sleep, might as well make myself busy.

I took pretzel from the fridge and warmed it up shortly in the microwave while I considered either drinking tea or coffee. I wanted hot chocolate but we were out... since I drank i