Am I Using You?

I arrived at the place Jake and I were supposed to meet earlier than him, Antonio knows how to piss me off and that pisses me off! I sat on the chair outside the restaurant reading through the menu deciding on what I wanted. So maybe I was being irrational today when I blew off?

Okay so fine, maybe I did take things a bit far with Sophie, she might have been texting her future rich old husband that she will kill and take all of his money and I would somehow convince her to share it with me but I told that annoying rag of a woman to fuck off, yeah she did deserve it.

I really don’t like Sophie, that woman is much more evil than Antonio is, believe me!

"Lotus?"

"Geez can you just leave me alone, I said I don't want to talk about him," I mumbled to myself, but how did my conscience suddenly develop a manly voice which is right behind me?

"Lotus are you okay?" Okay, I'm convinced it isn't my consciousness talking to me but Jake, because he is currently in front of me with a worried y