What the hell just happened! No ways, no fricking ways. Let's recap all of this, I might be still dreaming...nope, not dreaming. Ouch, why did I pinch myself?So I basically avoided him for a whole week because I was scared he pissed at me for going through his stuff. And when he finally catches me in the act of avoiding him, he took my virginity.Hard, raw and fast. It was incredible! And painful but it was incredible! I have never in my life felt such immense pleasure and would definitely want to do it again.Does that mean he likes me? Does that mean he wants me too? Or was he just looking for relief and I was the closest thing. But he has Jesse for all of that, come on Lo think positive! Ant looks like a person who knows what he wants.And he wants you?Well, the more I think of it, things did go a bit too quickly.The now cold water brings me out of my thoughts and out of the tub. I wrap a towel around my body and wal
"Hey, Jake. What do you say I take you on that offer for drinks?""Sure. Say 6?""Can you come fetch me now?""Be there soon."I found myself wiping a stray tear well, I guess rejection does hurt, although that was totally indirect but still. Fuck him!I go upstairs into my room and find something to wear, well this is going to be tough considering I don't really have dresses but I can totally mash something up.I find my long-forgotten tight black high-waist leather pants and a black see-through crop hemp and a black jean jacket, for shoes I wore my black heels. This outfit was really dark, just like my mood. But in conclusion, I just really love black.I apply my matte Maroon lipstick and some mascara, I don't know why dad ever bought me such things, I guess he always knew the time would come when I would be a girl... because of a fucking guy. Wise old fool.I finish my business and walk downstairs and find the co
I wake up to somebody harshly speaking over the phone and look around the room. This isn't my room and my head hurts so much!Charlie appears with a scowl on his face but he is shirtless, oh no please don't tell me I slept with..."No, we didn't. Relax." He must've noticed my panic, "How are you feeling?" He asked as he sat on the edge of the bed."Like shit. You look pissed." I said and he sighed running his fingers through his hair."Come on, let's go eat." He got up from the bed and extended his hand towards me."May I please freshen up first?" I asked and he hit his forehead with his hand."Of course I'm sorry, the bathrooms right over there. On the left cupboard, there's extra towels and brushes. And I'm sure you can find your way to the kitchen right?""Yeah, thank you." I said and headed to his bathroom."And I'll put some extra clothes on the bed for you, I took yours off after you vomited at night." My breath imm
"Good morning." She whispered taking a sip of whatever was in her mug as I walked into the kitchen. I looked at her, then the bruises on her cheek and neck. I did that to her.I grabbed a bottle of water clenching my jaw, I walked away, "Good morning to you too." She mumbled under her breath, "jackass." I broke out into a grin and looked at her."Heard that Fiore." "Then why are you ignoring me?" She asked and I sighed."Because I'm angry.""At me? I'm sorry I went out and got punched." she pointed to her left cheek like it was nothing."It's not that but it is also that," I said and she snapped her fingers."Oh! It's because I kissed Charlie!" She said as if she figured something out, well she did. I'm really pissed she kissed Charlie after I told him to stay away from her."It's because I strangled you Lotus! I put my hands on you and every time you'd tell me to stop I would add more pressure and I-..." "Ant, calm down. Come on breath, breath for me." "Stacey! Stacey." A bucket of
I get out of the Uber that dropped me off at Charlie's house, I walk numbly to his door and knock twice before he opens and welcomes me with a sad smile. "You know you've been sitting on that couch staring at the same wall for over an hour, " Charlie said to me and I looked at him giving him a small smile. He sighed and sat down next to me pulling me to his side, "What did he say to you?" "That I'm nothing to him," I sighed and he growled. "I'm basically a nobody to him and he didn't care, but he gave me a job though. Considerate isn't he?" "He just wants to keep an eye on you. He's trying to control you Lotus." I hummed in response. "It doesn't matter anymore really. I'm going to bed," I got up from the couch and looked at Charlie, "Do you think yo
----------------------------------------------------------------- From: Antonio Rossi Date: Mon, 29 June 2020, 08:50 Subject: Re: To Do To: Lotus Hutton • Time - 07:00. • Coffee - Correct. • Report - Yes. • Notes - Get started. • Clients - Everything. Rossi. ----------------------------------------------------------------- Well, that doesn't explain everything, the skirt situation. I will have to ask him about it, I got started on the notes and it was so much fun! I have to say Antonio seems to be a great lawyer, pretty contrastin
Antonio has been giving me nothing but mixed signals! One day he's all 'You're mine' then the next he's kicking me out of his office telling me to stay away from him or better yet...stay in my place. He must enjoy saying that. Well, fuck him! I'm tired of his games, how the hell can a man be so moody and indecisive yet so devilishly handsome? If it hadn't been for Charlie I would've left and gone straight ahead to Wood. Give him my head on a fucking silver platter! "Here you go Wood, Antonio is a dick and just won't let me through. Why don't you just go to him and get whatever it is and stop sending me to do your stupid job? Kill me so I can join my dad in a way better place than this...at least I understood him. Fucking hell!"
"You ready?" Ant asked me as we walked into the courtroom, I looked at him confused and he chuckled, "To see me work my magic," I rolled my eyes and placed the questions and case files on the desk. "Impress me, Mr Rossi," I said going through the questions once more, I had worked on them the whole night with the love birds, as much as they deny it; it's quite obvious they like each other. "Oh, I will Ms Hutton," He said huskily and I rolled my eyes, he's been very playful today, since the office, in the car and now, here. "You went through the questions right?" I asked him and he nodded his head, I looked at him again and he sighed. "Yes, and they're good enough. Stop stressing," He touched my shoulders and I breathed out.