Chapter 55.1

It had been days since she had been out of the hospital. And in between the kisses and the hugs that we usually share, she still hasn't remembered me at all. And this is why, no matter how much I wanted to take her, I just couldn't. Even though I wanted to make love to her, I just couldn't because I knew she wasn't ready for that again. How can she even give herself to me again if she can’t even remember me? And do I like this situation of ours? Of course not! Because the reality that she doesn't even remember me stinks big time.

Hanggang ngayon kasi ay patuloy ko pa rin na iniisip kung bakit sa dinami rami ng maaari niya na makalimutan at maaari na mawala sa memorya niya, bakit naman ako pa? Hindi pa ba sapat ang pagmamahal na ipinaparamdam ko sa kan'ya kaya hindi niya ako matandaan man lamang? Ang daming tanong na hanggang ngayon ay tumatakbo sa isipan ko, mga katanungan na walang kasagutan, kaya naman mananatili na isang hiwaga para sa akin ang katotohanan kung bakit ako pa ang naw