Chapter 19

✿♡ JAZZLENE ♡✿

I feel like I'm drowning in Adam's handsomeness. He still had me in his arms, and our chests were almost touching. This was the first time I saw his face up close like this, and I just realized how flawless his face was. Smooth. No pores, no pimple marks, nothing. He’s perfect.

And his lips . . . they looked so kissable. I couldn't help but raise one hand. I cupped his perfect jaw and slowly brought my face closer to his. I wanted to kiss him; I really do! But when our lips were almost touching, I suddenly felt nervous. What if he kills me if I cross the line?

Plus, he's my brother's best friend. If my brother Zane finds out I kissed Adam, he might tear me apart. Then he'll put me back together just to tear me apart again. So, instead of kissing him, I whispered, “Happy birthday…” as our lips hovered close. I don't know if I just imagined the disappointment in his eyes or what.

I placed my palms on his chest and pushed him away slightly. He moved back a bit. We avoided