The first major fight that they experienced in their relationship was because Raphael has been linked with one of their batchmates before, Lorene. She was one of the renowned pretty girls in their school, and was even part of the cheerleading team. She remembered it to be so dramatic, it was even like they were in a drama themselves, although she wasn’t really on bad terms with the girl unlike those in movies and books. In fact, she was even a good person, and a really talented one as well.
The reason why they had a fight was because. She used to believe that she wasn’t the jealous type, but it was hard to stay by that principle, especially when she was literally in a relationship with one of the most good-looking guys in their school. A lot of girls were head over heels for him, and she even had to endure seeing those girls getting all too flirty with him from time to time. <
Everything seemed to be already falling at the right place, but somehow, Timothee still felt as if something was wrong. She didn’t know why, but what she was thinking was that it was just like before, it was the same feeling that she would feel whenever something bad was going to happen. She learned to listen to that feeling, especially after the things that happened. If not every time, something bad was really about to happen most of the time. In fact, she even felt that same feeling before Raphael and she broke up that night.And just the thought of that was already enough to make her feel nervous about the whole situation. She didn’t dwell with it because it would only ruin her mood, especially now that things were already starting to be better after she took the initiative to apologize to the guy. Although there was still a hint of awkwardness that was lingering between
She felt like someone was watching her. It was like the biological phenomenon known as “gaze detection”. According to neurological studies, the brain cells that began this response were quite exact, and that humans were sensitive to other people's sight. She felt that that was the thing in her case as the both of them went out together. It had began the moment Raphael picked her up.It felt like there were eyes watching her every move, and sometimes, she would even feel the stares creeping beneath her skin. Maybe it was because of the fact that there were already celebrities, and the people in the country had already been watching their series. Maybe it was really the case, considering that there were already a number of people who asked to take pictures with them. It meant that people already recognized them.But inside her chest, she could really feel something. It was that something that she had been feeling for a while now, only this time, there w
She could remember Ngel being in her entire life. Never could she ever think of anything that she did that made an impact in her life that the guy didn’t know about. He was always there for her. They were inseparable, and for those years that they had been friends, he had always made sure that she was well, especially when she no longer had any family to begin with. He would always make her first in line. Maybe that was also the reason why it was so hard for Timothee to love him in a manner that he loved her. She considered him as his family, almost like his brother, that even when she kept on telling herself that she should give him a chance because he would certainly treat her in a way that she wanted to be treated, she really couldn’t do it.She didn’t want to force herself in a relationship with him because that wasn’t what he deserved. He deserved someone wh
“Have you talked to him?” Raphael asked as the of them had been pretending to watch the film playing on the television. She wondered how long he thought of asking her that question. She also wanted to talk about that as well because she knew that Raphael had also been worried sick about the whole situation. Even when the two guys didn’t like each other, it didn’t mean that they didn’t have the capacity to feel bad about the matter. She remembered before, Raphael would even ask whether Ngel was already feeling better when she told him that her friend was sick. Maybe they really just needed to talk about things. Maybe they’d even be good friends if only the situation was different. She let out a sigh before looking at him. He was staring intently at her, waiting patiently for her to respond. She felt a wave of sadness just th
Her hand was trembling the moment she took her phone out, and a single tear escaped from her eye which she was quick to wipe off. Raphael was about to touch her, to comfort her, but she put out an index finger to stop him. “Please give me a moment,” she said, the banging of her heart against her chest was unbearable.She didn’t wait for him to say anything, and just stood up from the couch before walking towards the direction of her room. She could feel her knees trembling as he did so. Maybe the reason why she chose to pick up the call was because she was afraid of the truth, that she was wanting to stall the moment, to stop the time. She wanted time to process things because she would finally be hearing the words that she had been wanting to hear for years.And truth to be told, she didn’t even know if she could handle that. It was harder to grasp, especially when she couldn’t really think of anything, any reason, for him to break up wit
There was nothing in the world that could ever comfort her from the thing that was happening in her life. It was like she was caged in a box where everything was dark, and all she could see were those pictures that she had seen, and the words that were posted alongside those pictures. She was in a dark box where all she could feel were the rushing of her blood and the beating of her heart. If someone were to tell her that her chest had already been bruised from the inside, she would believe that person because of how hard her heart had been beating ever since she had entered the show business.It felt like she was in a box where all she could hear were people whispering and chattering, calling her a whore, a paid actress. Somehow, since she read that, the term paid actress already had a different meaning.Her gut feeling was right. Something bad really happened.She knew how harsh the public was, and after she didn’t follow the advice of Theresse to
When she was little, Timothee lived with her parents in a small village in Metro. She remembered life back then to be full of colors. It was like the world was so colorful, it seemed like she was living in a fairytale. Her father would always make her feel like she was a real princess, which also was the reason why she wanted to make the most of her life. Just like a real princess, she knew that there would always be things that she wouldn’t be able to do. That was why for as long as she could, she did all the things that she could do even when it would end up with a scolding from her parents. They were loved by the neighborhood, at least that was what she saw back then. Whenever they went out, everyone they came across in the streets would always greet them, tell them a good morning, and they would never ever forget to compliment her beauty. Back then, Timothee liked wearing princess clothes which people found adorable. They would always tell her, “you’re so pretty,
Timothee was wrong. She had been thinking that it was only Ngel who knew about her relationship with Raphael. However, that wasn't that actual case. She had forgotten about that one person who knew about the existence of their relationship. The reason why she forgot was probably because she knew when they were still at the first three months of their relationship. They were sitll in high school back then, and the two of them planned to meet up in secret. Raphael said that they'd be meeting up someone where no one would know because he wanted to spend more time with her. He wanted to do so because they hadn't talked to each other for a whole week. They were still young back then, and they were still constricted by a lot of factors. That was what they did. Timothee remembered asking her parents that she'd be staying in Ngel's house for a while because he had a new game to play, and she wanted to play with