In that moment, Tristan knew that he could not bear the look of strangeness in the eyes of the person, whom he had spent an eternity loving - a person with whom he had all of his best memories and dreams attached. This person and this mansion was where he had spent the best days of his life, he had never thought that someday that person and that mansion would stop feeling like home, but he knew that now that it had, it was time to walk out.Still unable to form words, he slowly shook his head, feeling a ball of tears erupting in his throat as he took in Roth one last time completely, and the sight of the mansion, who knew if he would ever be back there again. And then, Tristan took a deep breath, taking in the smell of the mansion combined with a muffled scent of Roth’s cologne one last time and stepped out of the living room, as Roth stared at his back behind him with his eyebrows knitted together. x - x - xTristan pulled out his phone from the pocket of his coat and a visiting c
Roth walked over to Tristan’s bed, where the lingering smell of Tristan’s cologne hung over the sheets. Involuntarily, Roth took a deep breath in, inhaling the smell he had been so used to that he had never noticed until now when it hit his nostrils after so long of not smelling it. He crumpled down next to Tristan’s bed, letting his head rest on the foot of his bed, as his fist clenched around the fabric of the sheets. He had not had time to rest or process the whole thing since the previous night. The soft smell of Tristan from the sheets brought it back to Roth. They undoubtedly had had fun before Tristan had decided to spoil their vacation. Roth didn’t know when his mind lulled him to sleep as he let it wander to the neon museum that Tristan had taken him to in Las Vegas. x - x - xEleanor had stayed up the whole night with Tristan, who had seemed to have lost track of time as he reminisced about the amazing vacation they had had before the last day when everything collapsed,
Tristan could tell that Roth’s voice was on the verge of breaking. Tears formed in his own eyes as he recalled all the weekends he woke up early to cook something for Roth. Eleanor looked at Tristan questioningly as to what to say to Roth. Tristan met her gaze and lightly nodded. True that Tristan needed her, but Roth needed her more at the moment. He heard Eleanor tell Roth that she would be there soon before hanging up. “I am sorry. Are you sure, though?” She now kneeled beside Tristan, looking into eyes apologetically. “Yeah, I also need to see to my living arrangements, besides I think I would really prefer some time alone,” Tristan lied but he could tell from the sympathetic look in her eyes that she did not believe him. Still she nodded, “Okay then, I will drop you wherever you want to be dropped on the way.” “No, I had brought my chauffeur along. Thank you though, Eleanor, for everything. I will meet you soon again,” Tristan lightly nodded at her before stepping towards th
“Tristan?” Oliver walked towards him looking pleasantly surprised, as intrigued gazes followed him from across the dining hall. As people saw the newcomer he was greeting, murmurs began to rise from the hall. Roth was the talk of the town, especially after his recent scandal, and many of his flings with famous supermodels. As a result of living with him and being his close side friend, Tristan was exposed to a fair amount of social attention too if not equal parts. Tristan tried to ignore the rising murmurs, from which he could only pick up a few words like Dimitri and bar, but they were enough to give him an idea of what the murmurs were about, and maintained his look of astonishment at spotting Oliver in the least expected places of all. Minutes later, they were seated around the couples’ table that Oliver had been dining on earlier, when after the routine greetings, Tristan finally asked the question that had been in his mind for a while, “How come are you here for breakfast? I
Tristan did not know what to say. Roth was not his best friend, Roth was once the love of his life, Roth was his house mate, Roth was the person whose face he saw the first thing in the morning every day, Roth was his show partner, Roth was his co-worker, Roth was his breakfast buddy, Roth was his family. Roth had once been everything to Tristan, yet now he failed to find words to tell Oliver who he was. Oliver sensed his reluctance around the topic, because he cleared his throat with embarrassment, “It’s okay if you don’t want to tell. I understand it would have been a fairly personal question.” Tristan looked up, shaken out of his thoughts. Brought back into reality, he realized that Roth WAS all those things to him, in the past. Now, if Tristan were to be brutally honest to himself, Roth was just his victim and he was Roth’s rapist. He felt a pang of hurt in his chest, unfamiliar to any he had ever experienced, as the reality struck him hard. However blunt Tristan was, he could
Now that his residence issue was taken care of, Tristan had time in his hands to think the whole thing through. He sat before the window which opened outside to the pool area, thinking about his last stay in a hotel when he was on that vacation with Roth. That vacation had not gone how they had planned. Tristan didn’t know if he was disappointed or satisfied by the turning of events. He got to hold Roth and be with him in a way that he had dreamed of since forever. Had it not been for that vacation, Tristan didn’t know if he would have ever had the chance. But that vacation also became the reason that his friendship with Roth ended. Earlier he could only imagine what Roth’s body would feel like but now that he had been with Roth once, he knew exactly what it felt like and he wanted more of it. Now that he had had a taste of Roth, his body craved for more, because now, it felt more real. Tristan wasn’t sure now if sleeping with Roth had been a good idea at all. This was the longest
He turned and held her back to the wall and thrust into her pussy with reckless abandon until he lowered her to the ground, his cock begrudgingly sliding out of her with an audible wet sucking noise.The look of sexual satisfaction and desire on her face, her eyebrows narrowed challengingly, she lifted herself up onto the table and spread her legs wide as she sucked her two fingers and then slowly forced them into her tight dripping snatch.He saw the look of need on her face and in her eyes. She needed him to fuck her. She craved to have a thick cock pumping in and out of her little pussy. But, that look, Roth Dimitri had just gotten stuck at that. He had seen and ignored that look on Tristan’s face various times. Inside his heart, he knew that Tristan was bound to make a move sooner or later. He knew that Tristan had waited a long while before doing it. Suddenly, Roth’s heart was just not into it. The thing that he loved doing the most in the world, he was suddenly uninterested in
His head was so clouded by his own worries that he didn’t notice Eleanor’s flushed face as she opened up the door, “Hey, when did you get home?” She cleared her throat before speaking, “Just now, uh, I was about to inform you,” She lied, missing out on the part where she had swung by his room earlier. Roth still failed to pick up cues betraying Eleanor’s nervousness, as he handed the envelope to her. Earlier that day, that envelope had been the biggest source of his concerns, but now something else occupied a bigger portion of his mind. Eleanor took the envelope and slowly took her previous seat at the edge of the bed, as Roth eagerly followed. Eleanor held the envelope, about to unstick the flap that would reveal the contents of the envelope, when she looked up at Roth seeking confirmation. Roth gave her a nod of approval with knitted brows as he nervously fumbled with his fingers, and so she pulled at the flap, just as her phone rang inside her bag. x - x - xTristan was about