There was no verbal agreement, but I decided I should help the Colonel. I paid for my breakfast and then
walked to his vehicle, ready for him to bring me to his Base Camp.
On our way to his car, the Colonel briefed me in a tone that was warmly soothing. Three NS Men are missing during a military exercise. Usually, one would expect a water bottle, knife, or toggle rope in such missing incidents, but the search party had found nothing.
The men had disappeared without a trace.
Earlier interviews with their friends and platoon mates had indicated they were behaving normally with no evidence of depression or mischievous intent. As the Colonel recounted, my mind burst into hyper mode. What had taken them? What’s inside the forest?
Just when we were about to enter the lift to the car park, I heard my name being called. I turned around
and found a familiar figure running towards me, hands in the air in a frantic fashion.
It was Leng, my assistant.
“Dr. Jin, Dr. Jin! Where are you going? You have a meeting.”
I hesitated.
“Leng, I don’t remember anything about having a meeting today. I’m supposed to be writing my new
research papers.”
“You do. I just received a call from the Provost Office.” My assistant, who was nine months on the job, asserted. Her bookish mannerisms and her ovalish glasses made her seroousness endearing. Having just graduated from the faculty of Social Sciences, Leng has proven to be enthusiastic and organized in her duties. The sort of help a disorganized man, like me, needs.
She was not the athletic type and the dash towards me had made her short of breath.
“It’s a last-minute call. You can’t, sorry, can’t you do it now?”
“Hey, Leng, breathe.”
She noticed the Colonel and inspected him from head to toe.
“You are?”
“This is-” I looked at the Colonel for hints if I could reveal his identity. He extended his hand.
“I am Colonel Tan Choon Kim, Madam. Or you can just call me CK.”
Leng shook his hand and looked at me
“What laws did you break, Dr. Ant?”
I was hapless at her mischievous taunt and threw a dismissive wave.
“Postpone the meeting for me. I need to go with the Colonel for a meeting.”
I climbed onto my seat, but my assistant had a mind of her own.
“Is that what they call you? ‘Dr. Ant’?”
I shrugged. “Only people who are close to me.”
“May I?” the Colonel asked.
I nodded.
“I’m coming, too.” Lend said suddenly, jumping into the hind seat.
She knew my habits. The last time I disappeared, it was for a good three days.
“Whatever for?” I asked.
“You will need my help, Dr. Ant.” She declared with deep assurance.
“Are you fine with her joining us?”
The Colonel rolled his eyes between us and then said, “I will let you decide.”
“Can we tell her, Colonel?” I asked.
“You’re the one I need, but I’ll take all the help I can get. I’ll need her to sign a Non-Disclosure agreement later.”
I nodded in resignation.
“I definitely can help, Colonel.” Leng declared and sat herself comfortably in the hind seat.
As the Colonel drove, he explained in a measured tone.
“I had met resistance from my colleagues and the police. However, I insisted on giving it a try. Lives are at stake.”
“I will need your full trust if we are to proceed,” I said.
“Are you confident?”
“I need to be sure about the cause of the disappearance. If it is paranormal, I can help. Definitely.”
“He’s never failed,” Leng added.
“I am assured.” The Colonel muttered, but sensed he was taking a bet with me.
I was about to ask Leng to stay silent when the Colonel asked.
“Is there anything you need me to prepare?”
“I need to study the landscape before I can answer your question.” I said. I was silent for the rest of the trip, deep in meditation and trying to work out things I needed to do.
“Care to share your thoughts?”
Leng replied on my behalf. “He’s always like that, communicating with his inner self.”
My personal assistant, always anticipating my instructions and delivering beyond expectations, can sometimes be an irritant with her trying-to-be-smart quips.
CK chipped in as he threw a glance at the mirror.
“You sound like his mother.”
Leng giggled, “I’m happy to play that role.” I kept my silence, and CK sensed something.
“Did I say something wrong?”
I shook my head and wished Leng would shut up, but she was a second faster.
“Dr. Ant is an orphan.”
For the past twenty-five years, there has been a movie reel in my mind. Many nights, in my dreams, that reel will replay the scenes of the fateful day my parents disappeared. The dreams carried a nightmarish tone in the initial years, but as I grew up, stronger in management of sorrow, it mellowed into a plain trailer. I had learned to tame the monsters in me, though at times, I struggled with the powers that came with my lone existence. My growing-up began when my parents embarked on a journey to Japan on a mission to search for the roots of my mother’s family. My mother had always wanted to explore her Japanese ancestral roots. As a child, she had listened to her grandmother’s talk about her father’s family, who were based in the mountainous region of Nagano. They, the Kaneko, had served for generations in the imperial court under the samurai clan. War brought my mother’s Japanese family tree to Singapore. They left in 1945 after the defeat but returned a few
The journey to Bukit Pandan was a knotty one. There were two accidents at the Kranji Expressway, and the Colonel had to take the nearest exit. The weather was not helpful for the prevailing moods with overcast skies. The clouds seemed pregnant with dark vibes. I felt there was a message. My intuition had picked up some frequency, but I was unable to put shape to it.The disappearance of the three National Service boys was for a cause, perhaps an unnatural one, but I couldn’t confirm it. I knew the Colonel had put much trust in me, and I needed to be careful in managing his vibes. I could sense he was deeply troubled and needed my help, yet I did not have his complete trust. I had experience dealing with such moods.As he turned into the Old Bukit Pandan road, he started to narrate.“We’ll be there soon. There is a road, an old one that we used to move our boys in for training. The entrance is on the eastern side of the f
As I reeled from the shock and struggled for an answer demanded by the new arrival, CK came to the rescue. “This is Dr. Anthony Jin. He teaches at the University of Singapore.” “University of Singapore? Then why is he here?” A flush of heat crawled down my neck. I felt like a 10-year old who had been caught playing truant and now had to give a reason for my existence. I had never before in my life felt the need to do so. “I had clearance from the Chief, ASP Wong.” The Colonel continued in a firm tone and his face had a unflappable expression. A man of steel who had seen rough waves. He turned to me and smiled. “This is Assistant Superintendent Wong. She leads the police team who is assisting us with the search operation.” The lady police officer rolled her eyes over to me and then looked at the Colonel. “How is he going to help you? Help us?” Her thoughtful questions had the Colonel mellowing h
After the brief by the Colonel, I headed back to my office. Whilst on the road, my mind was brimming with theories on the whats and what ifs of the disappearance of the soldiers. The stories I had heard about Bukit Pandan in the past were never taken seriously. I never thought I would have any entanglements with the place. Now, that seems to have changed. There was a streak of light from the setting sun that shot through the foliage of trees outside onto my desk. How apt! Just like the new responsibility that had just fallen on it My heart is heavy. There is real danger, but I cannot put shape to that menace. How things have changed. This morning, I had expected a run-of-the-mill week – the usual grind of lectures and tutorials. But by evening, I had been sucked, succinctly by destiny, into what could potentially be an exciting adventure. Three missing soldiers. Where could they have gone? A real case of AWOL? They are dead? I quickly
The jungle was a sea of darkness and in the background, a cacophony of insect sounds heralded the start of darkness. The Army had a few field lights mounted along a path that led to the Base Camp. Were it not for the illumination, I could barely see my hands. The only respite I enjoyed was the fragrance of the Pandan plant, which carried a soothing quality. It was a favorite ingredient in Chinese dessert soups. “What was that?” I asked, referring to the series of lights floating through the darkness. “Search party. The last for tonight.” Staff Chua explained, “It’s getting late. Almost nine pm and we don’t want to lose another soldier to the night.” He sounded dispirited. I soon noticed everyone I met in the tentage was plain tired. “Did they make any progress after I left?” Staff Chua shook his head. “Where is the Colonel?” “He left to brief the Ministry officials. He mentioned he would be back to meet you later.
I mastered my breathing like taking the reins to a running horse. Bringing it down to a steady and firm gallop, I found myself slipping into the mode of meditation. Like I've found a door, I entered and found myself hearing the innate temp of the woods, a crisp and low thumping tone. I trained my mind to scan my landscape, almost like a supernatural radar. Nothing happened. I could still hear the insects, Razali’s breathing. I also felt the vibes of Staff Chua, a dare devil’s attitude, and the overwhelming dampness of the forest. Then it came, sliding into the frame. A whiff of air built into an icy breeze. There was a void, that familiar emptiness when I crossed dimensions. In a moment, I could no longer hear Razali or the insect squeaks. I had successfully entered the other dimension. The world that is invisible to the average human being. As I opened my eyes, I was greeted by a dark environment with a scene of sporadic stars of illumination. Each
I saw stars after the unexpected attack and felt like someone had landed an elephant on my head, with a terrible pain reverberating up my spine. My internal defence mechanism sets in and gradually nullify the impact on my senses. However before I could see the assailant, I was again lifted from the ground and pulled through the air like there was an invisible carriage that dragged me. In circles, I went. I was abruptly dropped to the ground but regained consciousness in time. Exercising my immense willpower, I brought myself to a soft landing. Despite my spinning head, I lifted my paintbrush and scribbled an attack command, and created a circle of yellow energy. Ohm! I bellowed with all the energy I could muster and sent the circle into the darkness. I looked around me, but the assailant was nowhere in sight. The next moment, I sensed something on my shoulder. It was light but perceptible. I checked. A streak of hair! As I
“What is going on?” Someone bellowed. It was the Colonel, and he had arrived at the Lone Flame Tree site, with three soldiers tagging behind him. Earlier on, he had walked into the tentage to find Dr. Anthony and his staff missing. “Where’s Ant?” Staff Chua pointed to where Ant Jin was seated. “What is going on?” “He performed some rituals. He told us he crossed the portal to look for the boys.” Lieutenant Razali explained. “Portal? What portal?” The Colonel looked around at the span of darkness. “To the other world. The other dimensions.” Razali raised his pointer finger. A befuddled Colonel, trying to come to terms with the latest development, swiftly squatted to check on Anthony “I should have stayed and accompanied him.” He took another look and said “What if something happens to him and…” The Colonel paused. He had seen something. and what he saw drew an exclaim. “He’s bleeding!” Razal