Chapter 39

Forgiveness

We tend to blame others for what happened to us even in the first place. We also have to blame ourselves for letting things happen 'cause we also have control over it.

The grudges, the jealousy, the pain that we felt during those times, we let those control us until we lose ourselves through the process of blaming them.

I was so mad that I even planned to take revenge, I was mad that I almost forgot that these people once became part of my life. I was so mad that I forgot I was wrong too.

Is it wrong to seek for a chance to see them wrecked just like you? Is it wrong that you just let them feel how it feels to be played in someone's hand? Because for me, there's nothing more satisfying than seeing them crying because of what I did.

I admit my heart was full of grudge, I let it fill the void until it occupied the whole place in my heart. I let it change me because that's what happens whenever we get hurt, we change not because we chose it, but because that's the effect of t