Chapter Forty Five(Wilder POV) I haven’t had a dream this peaceful in a long time. Curled up in bed my arms wrapped around a petite soft body the scent of spicy honey, yes this is the best dream I have had ever. I feel the need to wake up pulling at me and I attempt to pull the warm body tighter to me trying to hold on to this feeling of peace. The warm body wiggles away from my grasp and I grip tighter. A soft growl echoes in my mind as the body slips through my grasp. My eyes snap open at the sound. “Finally, now can I get up?” Spencer states without any edge in her body. The realization that I have slept in the bed with her all night drifts into my mind. I turn toward her and pull away my arms. “Yea…sorry.” my words barely over a whisper. “What's wrong?” She goes to stand a slight blush on her cheeks as she seems to realize the same thing I did. “I thought…I thought I heard a growl in my mind like Zander growling.” “Zander growled at me?” The words were hollow but the flick
Chapter Forty Six(Spencer POV) ‘Happy now Lil?’ ‘Yes I think it will help him. Maybe us too.’ Her voice is stronger than it had been in a while. ‘Stop Lil I did what I did and I am sorry for the price but it had to be done. I’m sorry but it can’t be taken back.’ I state pleading with her. ‘I understand but we both know that isn’t true. But for now I am happy with just helping him.’ Just like that the link fades away and I walk into the kitchen. The pups have finished eating and are drawing pictures on pieces of paper next to their mostly empty plates. I go to the stove and begin making the pancakes using the rest of the batter. I glance at the clock shit it may be Saturday but I have a meeting in just over an hour. I plate the pancakes just as Wilder walks in and makes another cup of coffee then sits down. I place the lone plate in front of him. “Beth will be here to watch Finn soon I have a meeting.” I walk back to the plate of bacon and grab a few pieces before heading to ge
Chapter Forty-Seven(Wilder POV) My hand slides down her wet body skimming her nipple, gliding over her stomach to cup her sex. When my fingers lightly begin to spread her lips open a smile creeps to my face as a moan leaves her mouth. I slip a finger inside her tight opening as I pull her tighter against my chest. She throws her head back on to my shoulder. I remove my hand that is holding her against me and move her head to the side so that my lips find her mouth. She opens her mouth to me without hesitation and our tongues dance together. She grinds her bare ass against my cock as my finger pumps in and out of her tight opening, my thumb rubbing against her clit. She reaches around between our bodies with her hand grips my dick in her small hand."Are you ready for this dick? You want me to fuck that tight cunt?""Yes please Alpha." Her near breathless words come out as a moan. Zander growls lightly in approval in my mind.I bend her forward and use my leg to spread hers apart, Pl
Chapter Forty Eight(Spencer POV)I wait a few minutes before walking up the stairs to my home. It feels weird sneaking out the window of my home but it's a necessary measure so as to not get caught by the pups. The same as making the fold out sofa look slept on every night. What's going on with Wilder and me is complicated and neither of the pups deserve anything complicated. We aren't exactly together, together. He stays at my cottage because it helps with Zander and Maddie likes being here with Finn. The sex is awesome but he hasn't mentioned wanting more and neither have I. I don't know how he feels and well how I feel doesn't matter after tonight I really will have nothing to offer."Bright!""Mommy!" Both pups shout and come running up to me wrapping their arms around my legs squeezing."Oh I missed you both too but it has only been a few hours." I laugh at them."Daddy will be done soon."“Ok, I better go change so we aren't late." I bend down and give them both a kiss."Daddy
Chapter Forty Nine (Spencer POV) Exhausted that's how I feel and there is a familiar building pressure in my skull and I try to step away from Wilder as the other Alpha’s approach. “I just know we will be able to defeat those that have taken our land. Let’s kill all those blood suckers!” Alpha Stewart approaches Wilder, slapping him on the shoulder. “Of course we will. Kill all of them and get our lands back” He replies. I stagger back further. I had never discussed my plans with Wilder but I thought being friends with Athena that it was not needed. I thought he would see that not all vampires are bad. The pain is building in my head as I see through my blurry vision Athena staring at Wilder having obviously heard his words with tears gleaming in her eyes. I simply shake my head slightly at her which turns out to be a big mistake. I clasp my hands to my throbbing head as a whimper of pain leaves me. All the Alpha’s and wolves of the Guardian pack have moved to introduce themselv
Chapter Fifty(Spencer POV) “Are sure about this Spencer?” Astrd’s questioned timidly with a hit of defeat. She asked but she already knew my answer. We had been talking around in circles for the last 45 minutes. “Yes.” I state confidently. “And not a word to those not included in our circle.” “Anyone?” I knew what she meant by that question and unease settled in my gut. “Anyone. Now go.” She wraps her arms around me, squeezing tightly and kissing my cheek. “Have Wilder come in as well.” She looks at me with unease then just nods her head curtly and walks out the door. I strip down and lay on the bed naked my legs spread open for when he comes in. I begin to slowly stroke myself as I can smell his scent becoming stronger as he approaches the door. He stands there for a few moments not doing anything. A quiet knock echoes through the room and I wait patiently as the door slowly opens. “Spencer please…” Wilders words are caught in his throat as his eyes finally land on me. “Are
Chapter Fifty One(Wilder POV) ‘Alpha we have a problem!’ Trey echoes through my mind. I continue to stare at the ceiling of my room in the pack house like I have been for the last hours since she left me hard and frustrated. I couldn’t even really be mad, not truly when I knew my own stupidity had caused this new rift between us. It seemed like no matter what I did I always made things worse between us. I had spent time pounding on her door calling out to her but when it became clear she wouldn’t open I tried to mindlink her. But it was like it was just reaching an empty void. The feeling had Zander pacing and whining in my head. After returning to the pack house and taking a cold shower I have been here laying waiting for sleep to take me, unsuccessfully. ‘What's wrong?’ ‘There was an attack at the border of the territory. Alpha Ezekiel wants all of the Alpha’s and Beta’s in his office within an hour.’'Let them know I will be there shortly!‘Yes Alpha.'Zander puffs out his c
Chapter Fifty Two (Spencer POV) I try as hard as I can to ignore this tightening in my chest with every mile that I put between me and the pack land. This is the destiny that I have chosen for myself. Yet I don’t understand that with Lily gone why I still feel drawn to that place, to those people. I approach the small dilapidated building, I had been running for two days and I was exhausted. As I swung open the door I nearly collapsed in the effort feeling utterly exhausted. “I see you made it sister. Where’s Athena?” My brother’s question may seem odd to those around him. The concern in his voice is almost giving him away to those around him but I knew the truth. “We were almost detained on the border. We had to fight our way out. Needless to say I succeeded and she did not.” “Very well.” My brother’s voice holding back unsaid hurt as clutched the female vampire closer to his side. My brother may feel something for Athena but he was an evil man who would cast her aside for h