January 23rd; interview day I felt nervous. Extremely nervous. I didn't want to sit in front of a camera and an interviewer and then embarrass myself. Ryan was used to these things and he gave me a more than decent pep talk last night which ended up with some great sex and me driving back home with my pants halfway down my legs. I stood in front of my floor length mirror with two different dresses in my hands. I had literally tried on 4 different dresses and 3 different hair styles. I settled with a black and white knee length dress with some black heels. I left my hair curled and put on some eyeliner, mascara, and pink lipgloss. I got a phone call from Ryan and I happily picked up the phone. "Hello?" I chirped. "Hey babe. Do you want me to pick you up?" He asked.I smiled as I pulled a bottle of water out of my fridge "sure, if you want, maybe we can have a little fun later" He laughed "now I have to change my pants" I laughed and covered my mouth "you're so freaking disgust
When I dropped Ry off at the airport, my heart felt heavy. He turned to me and smiled before going off. "Hey, stay safe remember? I'll call you when I land. Okay?" He said while holding my hands. I nodded and smiled slowly "okay. Have a safe trip Ry. I'll miss you" He smiled and hugged me "I'll miss you even more. I love you, okay?" I nodded and hugged him back "I love you too. Call me please. I'll be freaking out until then" He laughed "I will, don't worry. Get some sleep. It's still early." I nodded "bye Ry" He smiled and let go of my hands "bye Mads. See you in 2" I waved goodbye and turned around, walking back to my car.I sped back home from the airport and climbed under my covers. The sheets still smelled like him, as creepy as it sounded. I pulled the covers over me and laid my head down. I felt a tear slip down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away. Ryan was right, 2 weeks would fly by. It's just that I didn't have my valentine to spend Valentine's Day with. I checke
Waking up sore wasn't fun, but waking up next to a hot guy definitely is.I looked over to my side and Ryan's arm was draped over my stomach as he lightly snored into his pillow. Poor baby probably didn't get any sleep. I lightly removed his arm from me and walked into the bathroom. My cheeks were flushed and I still had the garter on. I took it off and folded it onto the counter. I clipped my hair off to the side and hopped Into his large shower.When I got out, he was still sound asleep. I changed into a tee shirt and put on a pair of shorts. I looked out the window to see the entire city blanketed in snow. It was still snowing, but not as bad as before. I checked the weather forecast on my phone and sure enough, it said to stay off the roads for today. I walked Into the kitchen and made some waffles with a fruit salad.I set myself a plate and put some aside for Ryan. I poured myself a cup of tea and sat down to have my breakfast. I plugged my phone into the auxiliary cord and
"Happy birthday!" I heard someone shouting as I rubbed my eyes. I sat up in bed and slowly opened my eyes. Ry was standing in front of the bed with a big smile on his face. Wearing Adidas sweatpants and a tee shirt. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" He shouted. "What time is it?" I asked sleepily. He frowned and crossed his arms "7:30" I laughed and fell back into bed "give me until 10" I mumbled as I started to close my eyes again. He laughed and ran over to my bedside "oh no you won't! I have a private gallery showing for us at 9. Get up!" He said while shaking my shoulder. I shook my head and he started to tickle me. I laughed and writhed under his hands "okay okay I'm up!" I screamed. He stopped and helped me out of bed "go brush your teeth birthday girl" he said while making a face.I smacked his shoulder "shut up. I've been up for like 2 minutes" He smiled "and you still manage to look as beautiful as ever" I smiled "aw you're such a charmer. I'm going to shower" He laughed "wear som
Little did I know, that I'd be spending two weeks in the hospital beside my comatose boyfriend. Little did I know that I would miss him more than anything else in the whole wide world, even though he was right beside me. It was 8:30 in the morning on a bright warm May Day. It would be the type of day I would want to spend with him. I looked at him, and all I saw was a practically lifeless body. The nurses and doctors had already taken out his breathing tube because his lungs are stable now but he still hasn't woken up. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was knotted and gross but I pulled it up into a bun at the very top of my head. I was wearing jean shorts and a tank top with sandals.I walked back into his room and sat down next to his bed again. After about 5 minutes, he started to move his fingers. I stood up and stared at him. His eyes slowly started to open. I clamped a hand over my mouth as he started to wake up. His eyes fully opened
"I have a surprise for you" I said through a mouth full of cereal. "A surprise?" Ryan asked as he perked up in his seat.I nodded "you've been waking around and you've been going to PT and you're overall doing well so I have surprise" He smiled "okay..." "It's outside though" I said cautiously. He raised a brow and laughed "it's kind of hot outside" "It'll be worth it...trust me" I said. He smiled and stood up "okay take me to it then" When we were about to step out of the elevator, I covered his eyes with my hand and led him out the door of the building. He started laughing as I cautiously led him. "Okay I hope you like it" I said as I removed my hand. In front of him stood a brand new black Porsche.His eyes widened as he saw the car. "This...this is mine?" He asked slowly. I nodded "your car was a complete wreck and I know you loved that car but I thought that maybe you'd like this one too but if you don't like it, it's fine. I'll bring it back to the dealership" He walk
I felt pretty in my short white, laced over dress. I sat next to Ryan at a table with his entire family and all his friends. "My son, you've made me so proud. Let's all share a cheers for his healthy 27" David smiled and raised his glass. Ryan smiled and thanked everyone, I looked over at him and he looked happy. I put my hand on his thigh and he smiled at me. "Does anyone have anything to say?" Said his stepmom.I mustered up some courage and cleared my throat. Francine looked at me and smiled. "Actually I would" I said. Ryan looked at me with curiosity, and so did everyone else. "Well I met Ryan almost a year ago in August when I was desperately looking for a job at 22. He fortunately hired me at his company, and strangely began to look after me. I won't lie, I did enjoy being around him and saw more than what everyone else did. People just saw this big bad wolf but I saw a man that was capable of loving someone. And I was fortunate enough to have that someone be me. I'm so ha
It was late September and I was finished with a photo shoot when I decided that I should stop by Ryan's office building and surprise him. I went into a bakery and bought some fresh baked cookies in a box before driving to his office. I entered and came up to the front desk. "Hi, is Ryan Saunders busy?" I asked politely. The woman smiled and held up a finger as she called his office. I heard home bark through the phone an angry response to her question. "Your girlfriend is here to see you sir" she said sweetly. I couldn't hear what he said on the other line but she rolled her eyes and hung up."He can see you, he's just a little testy today" she sighed. I smiled and rode the elevator up to his office floor. I knocked in his door and he didn't respond the first time.I knocked a second time and he angrily yelled "come in"I slowly opened the door and closed it behind me. He was facing the window away from me as I set my purse down on his chair."Hey, I brought you cookies" I said.