Chapter 30

Colton

After returning to the packhouse I locked myself in my office, I was thinking about whatever Darcy said and I knew what she said was right. I might become selfish and hurt Darcy because the Moon Goddess chose her as my mate but I can't let my selfishness hurt my pups. Growing up they would either start hating me for disrespecting their mother or they would stop believing in mates, they might intentionally abuse their mates because they saw me doing it to their mother. I have to find a way to solve this problem, I might have to make a decision I have been dreading to take, I love Rina but I can't take her as my mate, Darcy is my mate but I don't love her because I always loved Rina and wished for her to me mate. Now that things have changed so much, I don't know what would be the right thing to do. I was really tired and everything has become so stressful.

'You have made things stressful' Alex mumbled in my head.

'And how did I do that?' I asked and he rolled his eyes.

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