“Monina Sciuto." A nurse called the patient's name out. “Yes,” Nina raised her hand as she heard the nurse call her name. As usual, she was wearing a cream shirt, black slacks pants, and a pink silk hijab as she went to see the doctor that her family physician has referred for her to go to for medical assistance while she was in the capital. She had to wear this way whenever she is outdoors because a man's mere stare at her skin makes her feel aroused. She would feel like she itches everywhere and all over her body that she would feel so hot like a wild mare in heat. She had to hide her body from any exposure to the opposite sex as much as possible. Her first episodes of sexual desire started to show up when she was just fifteen. She was on the way home when she felt so hot as many boys around her school would stare at her with sexual desire. She could feel their eyes roaming around her body, and so she called for her mom to get her because she co
Nina's consultation ended with a prescription of suppressants for the time being. She greeted the old lady doctor goodbye and headed out to the front desk to ask for her next visit schedule. In the lounged, Boaz was waiting for his turn to see Doctor Vivian. His maternal Aunt and his personal physician. She knows everything about Boaz's case as she handled him ever since he got ill. Boaz is the main reason why she had chosen this field of specialization in her Medicine career. Boaz's mom, a successful business wizard of a woman, promised to support her dear sister's medical research and endeavors as long as she promised to help Boaz, her nephew, find a cure. A nurse came to guide him towards the doctor's office. He was confident to be around anyone as he took his meds for him to withstand any feminine scent, and he was wearing a mask with a strong peppermint flavored scent to block his sense of smell. And along his way here, even inside the elevators, he did not have any
When she heard him say her name, she felt calm, as if he was someone she had known for a long time. Nina looked at the man who just called her name. Her full first name. Their eyes met.One with longing. One with fear.Boaz tried to pull the silk Hijab off Nina gently.While Nina tried to keep it in place. Both gave a pleading look at each other. The man was pleading for her to let him see her without the headcloth that covers her hair so he can check if she is who he hoped she is, although her clothes are far from yoga outfit, while the young lady was pleading for him to let her keep the silk cloth that conceals the most sensitive part of her, the neck and nape. Both didn't want to give up trying. Yet Boaz made sure his strength wasn't overpowering her. But he felt his heart ache as if it was being squeezed when he saw her tears started to cloud Nina's eyes. Nina did not want to cry, but she couldn't help her tears showing off. She did not loo
“Do you promise to listen?”She asked with obvious hesitations. She wasn't sure if what she was doing was right.Boaz felt curious. He eagerly answered.“I promise.”He was even more ecstatic to realize that she isn't throwing him out now that she is her own home. And so, he is more than willing to comply with whatever demands she may ask of him.“You will have to do as I say,” Nina made her voice stern.She had to keep her arousal at bay. But as he was already there, he could be what she really needed right now. She needed to find out the extreme and the worst of her case just like she told Doctor Vivian Donaire. She even thought about doing it with a random guy. Maybe she can talk him to do it with her without freaking him out.Boaz was overwhelmed by the sudden change of her aura. Wasn’t she too weak just a while ago? How come she sounds dominant right now. She speak
"And can you tell me why you did what you did at the clinic earlier?" Asked Nina.She should have resisted, but she was totally caught surprised, and her first reaction was to run from whatever or whoever was chasing them. When they got into his car, she was already feeling weak. To her relief, none of her skin was exposed to be seen by this guy, and so she hid her face away from his gazes until she told him her address."Uh hmmm..." Boaz was not sure how to explain himself. How does he say his answer without sounding creepy? He tried to organize his thoughts quickly and tried his best to give her a satisfying or at least an acceptable answer."I know you already answered that question earlier in your car, but what made you do such a rash action when we are even strangers?" Nina asked again. Not really upset but actually curious. She cannot blame him alone. She herself did not know why she ran along with him only for the silly reason th
Boaz was beyond excited, but much to his astonishment, he is also aware that he had to be restrained. The fear of losing her, the fear of not ever getting this close to her, was like reins that held his wits not to do anything he will regret later. But the mere fact that he can deem his actions to be true and right was a milestone for him with his illness. This feeling is raising his spirits. He was attentively listening when the girl would tell him to turn around.Nina, on the other hand, was feeling like sitting on pins and needles. She wanted to do as he suggested. She was even excited. Too excited, that worries her as well. She is well aware they are suffering from illnesses of addiction. Her balance of mind is telling her this is crazy. Absolutely crazy!But will she ever have the same chance again? The chance of No is more convincing than an imaginative yes!Nina looked at the back of the man in her living room. Sitting on her favorite bean bag. She even b
"Can you... try to... look at me now...?" Boaz asked softly and even more cautiously. He wants this distance between them. So he was scared to make her feel uncomfortable and reject his presence around her. Nina squeezed her eyes tighter. She took a deep breath and exhaled. "Can we stay this way for a while first?" She did not reject, but as she wasn't ready, she asked for a slow down. She needed to calm her nerves and get used to his presence, get used to his distance, and honestly, his touch in her hands a while ago was too combustible for her and her senses. He had held her wrist earlier while running at the clinic to the parking lot, he held her in his arms all the way up to her living room from his car parked on the side road, but they were nothing compared to how she felt with his touch right now. Boaz did not feel bad about her request. He was honestly so smitten of her that he can do whatever she asks him to. They were too close, and he can understand why s
The kiss became even more passionate. Nina seemed to learn quickly with Boaz's lead and guidance. She was lost in her new discoveries that she was unmindful of how she was responding and initiating her sexual desires.Boaz kept his eyes closed as he lifted her to his lap as he sat in his spot on the three-seater sofa where they shared even more fiery and soul-burning kisses. As if they missed each other for a very long time. As if they found their home in each other's kiss and embrace. Soon after, Nina was feeling hot all over her body, that she felt uncomfortable with her clothes still on. Still sitting on his lap, she started to take off her clothes without parting from their kisses. Boaz may have his eyes closed, but he can feel what she was doing. He did the same with his clothes. Starting with his shirt, which he quickly pulled up his head and off. He had a quick glance of Nina still unbuttoning her top. But he closed his eyes again. He was waiting for her to s