I rub my eyes as the sun rays filtering through my window wake me up. I can feel how puffy my face is and sigh at the thought of how I must look. I stretch and groan as I roll out of bed, dragging my feet to the bathroom.
I brush my teeth and wash my face, hopping I’m at least presentable enough to go out and buy myself some breakfast. I wanted to go to the small cafe I had seen in the plaza when we first arrived in town. I drink a glass of water, accompanied by my morning Seroquel.
After a good night sleep, I wasn’t so sure about my plan. Why did I need to trick Nick into leaving me alone in a random town in the middle of nowhere? I felt like I should just talk with him and explain that I need time for myself. If he discovered the ruse as he was boarding the bus, he would probably feel put on the spot and be even angrier, which was not something I wanted.
After brushing my hair and changing into a light summer dress, I leave the hotel and walk to the plaza. I feel a slight tug in my stomach and assume that the lack of snack in the last day made me hungrier than usual. As I enter the cafe, I feel the urge to go back outside and continue my way further, though I have no idea where it would lead me.
Everything around me felt strange, as if all my senses were heightened. I felt short of breath a little, but still, I walk over to the cashier and ordered a hot chocolate. ‘Maybe I’m just in need of sugar.’ I feel stupid just thinking something like that. As I wait for my order, the tug in my stomach pulls harder.
“What the hell is wrong with me...’’ I whisper as the tug grows painful. Every bone in my body suddenly urges me to turn around as my heart pounds in my chest. As if in a dream, I hear the bell on the cafe door ring as it opens. Unable to resist any longer, I turn to lock eyes with a drop dead gorgeous man.
His muscular chest raises and drops rapidly as he breathes in and out. His almost golden eyes don’t leave mine as he walks over to me, but I can’t help but take in his physic: dark brown hair, strong jaw line, straight nose. ‘He has to be a model.’ I think to myself. But why was the model walking straight at me?
“Mate.’’ He almost growls as his beautiful eyes scan my face. Now that he was standing in front of me, I noticed how tall he was: he towered over me, forcing me to look up to his face.
“Huh?’’ I respond, a little confused. Was he Australian?
The pull in my stomach is basically begging me to touch his tanned skin. ‘I can’t go around touching strangers,’ I remind myself. He blinks before responding, and I can see something change in his eyes.
“You’re not from around here, are you?’’ He asks, but I feel like he’s hoping I say I am.
“Nah, our bus broke down yesterday, so we crashed at the hotel for the night.’’ I say without thinking. I start to feel embarrassed. Why was I over sharing? Had I suddenly turned into my mom?
He nods and I feel like I just disappointed him. He sighs and I hear the barista tell me my drink is ready as she puts it on the counter.
“Follow me.’’ This doesn’t feel like a question and I’m a little bit insulted by his tone. Something in me still begs for me to follow him, so I bite my tongue and walk in his trail.
The questioning eyes of everyone in the cafe stick to us as he leads me to a bench near the plaza fountain. I take a sip of my drink as he sits down, clearly waiting for me to sit beside him. Even seated, he’s almost as tall as me. He lifts a brow as I just stand there, silently asking what I’m doing.
“Sorry, I’m waiting for you to tell me what to do again.’’
I can’t help myself. Yesterday was a very bad day, and I felt like taking it out on someone. His eyes harden and something twists in my gut. It wasn’t his fault my boyfriend was an ass. I sigh and sit down before he can say anything. His golden gaze roams my face avidly and I know I’m doing to same.
“I know this will sound bizarre at first, but please, hear me out.’’ He says calmly. I nod, feeling as though I couldn’t refuse anything to him. “In my... culture, we believe that everyone has another half somewhere in this world.’’
“Like a soul mate?’’ I ask, curious. He cringes a little, but ends up nodding with a little smile.
“Similar, yeah.’’ He speaks softly, but I can still sense authority in his voice. “It is said that...’’ he hesitates a little. “Destiny will bring these two halves together. You are the one destined for me.’’
“You are the one destined for me.’’ He says, staring into my eyes. My heart skips a beat. “I’m sorry, what? That’s crazy! We’re total strangers, how can you be so sure.’’ I know the answer before he responds. I could feel it deep within me. The tug that had been motivating my action in the last week had led me to him. “Don’t you feel a sort of pull inside, telling you this is right?’’ He confirms my thoughts. “I know this is all kind of odd to you, right now. I’ll start over: my name is Simon, nice to meet you.’’ He puts out his hand and everything in me screams to take it and never let go. He shakes my hand slowly, never breaking eye contact, and I know he feels the same. “I’m Sophie,’’ I end up responding. Then I think of Nick. And Alice. “Listen, I do believe you when you say this is... normal for your culture. But I am supposed to leave in a couple of hours. I’m here with my boyfriend.’’ I half-lie, feeling bad already. I w
“So you’re just ditching us?’’ Nick screams at me pushing me back. “How stupid are you? You’re just going to stay alone in this random town with no way out? Think of everything that could happen to you. I won’t be here to help you and your parents are hours away. What were you thinking?’’ I feel my anger build up again, but stay silent as he screams at me. “I need time alone,’’ I say as flatly as possible, but even I can hear the poison in my words. “So you think I’m just going to leave you behind? I love you, Soph...’’ For a second, I see the hurt in his eye and feel bad. “If you love me, you’ll give the time I’m asking for.’’ I say in a softer tone than I had hoped. My anger is already fading at his puppy eyes. Silent grows thick between us and his gaze slowly loses its softness. “You’re actually doing this?’’ He asks, once again furious. Fighting with Nick often felt like a rollercoaster. One second he was sweet and
After my conversation with mom, I go back to my room and let my eyes scan myself up and down in the mirror. I think back to what Nick had said. ‘You’re not nearly pretty enough to have such a bad attitude.’ I look at my nose, that I had always considered to be too wide, my brows, too thick, my eyes, too wide-set. And I just hated how small they were when I smiled. I sigh and look away. As I look at my clothes, I realize I don’t know how I’m supposed to be dressing. I try to think back to what Simon had said to me. Instead of remembering the words he had spoken, I can’t help but picture him in my head: the way his eyes had lit up when they had first met mine, how he hadn’t taken them off of me until he had to leave. The tug in my stomach made itself heard again. I shake my head to get rid of the images and settle for jeans and a tank top under a clean hoodie, that I lay flat on my bed for when I have to get ready. ‘Why do I even care?’ I ask myself. ‘I shouldn
Unknown POVI stand still under the dozen of gazes scrutinizing my face. I ignore the heat of her gaze as I watch as my brother paces around the room, anger rolling from him in constant waves. I know he is trying to intimidate me with his silence, but I stare him down coldly, avoiding her burning eyes.“What you did was irresponsible and careless. You should be exiled for this offense.’’His tone is harsh and he turns to face me. I feel him trying to impose his will on me, but I stand my ground. Showing weakness now could prove to be fatal. I hear her low chuckle from the back of the room.“Yet I am still here. I proved I was right, and now, we can move forward with our plan.’’ I lift my chin and she stops laughing abruptly.His peculiar eyes shine strangely for a second and he walks up to me, towering over me. I am far from short, but even I feel like a mouse when he&rs
Sophie’s POVI stare at the GPS on my phone with wide eyes. How did I get so far out from the hotel? With a sigh, I pack up my stuff and start jogging. I would never make it back in time if I walked.Nothing is familiar to me on the way back until I get to where I originally wanted to practice boulder climbing. How did I not take notice to anything past that point?I finally make my way back to the hotel with only 35 minutes to spare. The lady at the desk makes a weird face when I walk in, which I can only assume is because I’m drenched in sweat from head to toe. I try to hide my blush and head straight into the shower.With no time to spare, I clean myself with the cheap hotel soaps, not wanting to waste time looking for mine. As I step out on the cold tile floor, I notice my light brown hair is almost the same color as Simon’s when they are wet.I thank my past self for planning out my outfit ahead of time and slip it on
“I’m sorry,’’ Simon smirks, “I know this is a lot. I guess I couldn’t help myself.’’“Not at all,’’ I force myself to sound normal rather than ready to ditch any thought of Nick. “It’s really sweet to try and make me feel welcome like this.’’He smiles at me. “I’m hoping you decide you want to stay longer.’’I feel myself blush as he pours me something to drink, his striking eyes almost never leaving my face.“Tell me more about yourself, Sophie. Do you have siblings?’’I feel my heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice saying my name. I let out a nervous giggle as my mind races.“Well, there isn’t much to say... I’m an only child, still living with both my parents, thought I will be moving to a dorm for university. And you?’’“Well, I’m no longer in school,&rs
As the wolf continues to approach me, I realize I’m almost at the table. The glint of a steak knife catches my eyes.“Stop,’’ I say firmly, standing up straight and taking a step closer to the table.The wolf growls louder, but slows down for a second, just enough time for me to grab the blade from the table and place it towards the animal. The large creature lets out a snarl, his glowing red eyes on the metal of my weapon.I try to think of any survival tip I know. The beast is getting closer and closer, and I’m running out of options... Its left ear shoots to the side at the sound of branches breaking. I turn my head hoping it’s not Simon so he stays safe.Another even larger wolf sprints out of the tree line and throws the first one to the ground. Shocked at how I haven’t died yet, I try to find a way out of the situation. My heart beats so loudly I can hear it.As I’m about to make a run for it, t
I fight the urge to follow Simon and, smiling like a little girl, I throw myself on the bed. My eyes fall on the alarm clock, and I realise it’s almost 10pm. I take my meds, regretting not having food to avoid feeling sick.I take out my phone, wondering if Alice did in fact post on her Snapchat story. I smile at her getting ready picture in a hotel room. Her long, curly red hair is perfect, as always, and she looks beautiful in her corset style top.The next picture is of her with a guy, probably that ‘friend’ she had made. A little in the background, I see Nick. My heart stops for a second. Who was the girl he was talking to? I can only see her platinum hair from this angle. I’m about to click to the next picture when my phone rings.“Hey, mom.’’ I answer and immediately put her on speaker phone. I open Snapchat back up. “What’s up?’’“Hi, honey! I just wanted to check on you. Are y