Charlotte pov 11 years later Well, today will be the worst day of my life because all my days of being homeschooled are done. My father is okay with the fact that I am going to public school with humans. He just doesn't know how terrifying it would be for me after suffering so much in middle school at the hands of one person and that was Knox. His name alone brings shivers to my body. He is the only person that hated me so much for things I never even understood. He always made sure that he made my life miserable Maybe miserable isn't the right word. I would probably say awful or I would compare it to a situation of living in hell. The bullying was so much that my parents had to remove me from middle school and have me homeschooled instead. And now that I'm approaching my final year in school. Dad wants me to go to a public school, where there are humans and werewolves from different packs. There's so much worse that could happen. "Lottie are you going to come down here or w
Charlotte pov Orion might be weird but he is definitely kind and nice. He directs his mismatched eyes on me with a megawatt smile and I instantly blush. He is cute but not as hot as Knox. Knox might be the biggest asshole on the entire planet but no one in the school can compare to his looks. "A dollar for your thoughts, "Orion's rough voice interrupts me. "Well this is my first day after being homeschooled and I'm so nervous. I don't even know where my classes are, "I look down with a sad face. "You are new here? I should have known, "he mutters to himself. "yes, I am, "I add with a nervous smile. "What is your first class ? "he asks with a piercing look. "My first class is math, "I answer proudly while clutching the book in my hands "Well I'm not having math with you but I will take you there, "he offers with a smile. " Thanks, " I answer apprecia
Charlotte pov "Lottie, " my mum whispers behind the door. Ignoring my mum is not the best idea because she will eventually break the door down especially to find out what's wrong. She is more aggressive than my dad. She looks calm and soft but she is none of that when she's angry or anxious and right now she's anxious. "Come in, "I mumble under my breath with the pillow on my head. The door slowly opens with and my mothers head peaks inside. Her bright blue eyes soften immediately her gaze falls onme . She steps inside quietly and sits on the edge of the bed. I'm nothing like my mum. She has beautiful blonde hair and deep captivating blue eyes just like Knox but the only difference is that his eyes are distant and cold while Mum's are vibrant and warm. "Want to talk about it ? " she asks quietly I lift my head from the pillow that is drenched with my tears. My messy bun is ruined and the little mascara applied today is smudged all over my face. "No, "I answer and bury m
Knox pov Charlotte looks at me and gasps. Her eyes turn wide like saucers in shock. I'm not in control of myself right now. My wolf Is in control right now and I'm beyond livid right now. I just took control of my alpha position yesterday on my birthday and the first person I could smell from a distance at this fucking ball was CHARLOTTE! Orion is lying on the ground like piece of paper. My wolf is ready to slice him apart and skin him alive. The thoughts I have already to torture my brother are worrying but I don't care because he is touching what is mine. Brother calm down, "he wheezes as he gets up slowly from his position. "calm down ? "I growl loudly extending my finger into claws "you want me to fucking calm down ! " "I didn't know she was your mate until now . Dude you seriously need to calm down , "he answers finally standing up to his full height. There's just something about a wolf trying to challenge an alpha indirectl . His fucking mismatched eyes look at me in
Charlotte pov Everyone's eyes are on me right now and I have never felt so embarrassed in my entire life. Being rejected in front of everyone is the most painful thing that has ever happened to me right now. Sky touches my shoulder but I shrug her off immediately. I'm so hurt right? I might be human but the pain of rejection from someone you are bonded to for the rest of your life is big. My chest feels so hot and tight like thousands of needles are being pierced into my chest. "Lottie, "Sky whispers and I look at her with tears in my eyes. The next thing I do is run out of the hall. I don't even care if anyone is watching me right now. I don't care. I just want to go home right now. I just want to cry and scream and possibly die because the pain in my heart is too much to handle. I'm now so alone and probably going to grow old with cats by my side. I look around the open space in the parking lot and I let the tears fall free. This is confirmation that I'm completely single an
Knox pov I'm in total pain right now. Physically because my mate ran me over with her bike. It was really cute watching her reaction but I didn't want to get close to her even though my wolf was begging me to get close to her. I had to do the best I could to control him until I managed to retreat from him. My mate...this word sounds foreign to me as I speak it in my head. She smells like complete heaven and my mouth is already watering at her scent. I am not falling for Charlotte. I already made it clear to my wolf that we are not mating with her. It doesn't matter how long the mate bond severs but I don't want her in my life. She just can't be my mate. She can just never be! The worst part about the mate bond is that it is so strong that even if we are miles apart. We will always feel each other through the bond. Even if we reject each other. We will never be apart from each other. We will always find a way back to each other. Which is so frustrating Right now I am standing in
Knox pov Flashback "You son of a bitch ! " my father yelled with spit directly flying out of his mouth. My whole body is on the ground as I whimper in pain . I don't know why my father hates me but he pushes me so much it actually hurts me. He has always been a perfectionist and these are some of the many moments he lays his hands on me to discipline. I look at the jagged scar that runs from his forehead to his cheek . He has a deep frown on his face and his eyes are narrowed at me. I hate my father. I really do! His red eyes flash in anger as he looks at me. "Father, "I wheeze as I hold my small chest . I'm only 7 years old and I'm not ready to be Alpha until I turn 18.Which is a long way to go . "Don't be weak. You are going to be Alpha and you need to learn to control your self , "he growled pulling out the cigarette. Dad was a heavy smoker. He didn't care about anyone or where he was. He holds it in his two fingers waiting for me to get up. I'm shirtless from shifting
Charlotte pov I only have a few minutes until the first class starts and I can already feel the mate bond severing. It's painful even though I have been trying to hide it. What did I deserve for being human? I'm not special like my mum or my dad because even though everyone says I'm a carbon copy of my dad. I'm completely nothing like my dad. He is a hothead with an aggressive look that could kill anyone and put them feet underground. Then there is me. I'm just simple and plain. There's nothing to me. I don't get to experience the wonderful experience that wolves have. I can't even argue with a wolf inside me. I just yearn to be different and not different in I thought that when I eventually find my mate everything would be different. I thought I would be happy but I could paired with the most insufferable person ever! I can't even look at him without feeling unsettled. His eyes are devoid of emotion. He can't even smile. He constantly bullies me and belittles me in front of ever