Sasha"He's amazing" I repeated that several times, to myself. Still sitting on the floor, I thought about the moments that one day I was able to make him happy.On the days when I couldn't be a threat... I almost killed him and I don't even know why! That scar... What did I do? How does he still want me in his life?“ Sasha..I look and see Hilda looking at me worriedly. Marlon had already left.“ I almost killed...“ But he didn't kill him, he's still alive, as you saw...“ I'm afraid, afraid of what I'm capable of doing! I thought I knew myself.... “ He said."You don't deserve anyone""Another being touched you"I hear the voices and ignore them, standing up and clutching my hands in my pajamas until my fingers hurt.“ Think about the opportunity you have to get out of here... “ Said Hilda“ I almost killed him...“ I've done a lot of bad things, but I think I deserve to leave here!I looked at her and shook my head.“ Your love looks so beautiful! He's just like you said.“ He de
2 days laterNancy"There are several ways to silence someone... a slap on the face, speaking louder, silence... they silenced me, turning their backs on me without looking back, without knowing how I felt"Navid, I was in the cafeteria, I took advantage of him leaving to go into his room. I see drawings on the walls, he really liked to draw. His drawings were childish for his age, but there was something interesting about them. The wall was colorful and even added charm to the room. I approach the drawing that has a sun, with yellow and red rays. Why would he draw red rays? I asked myself. Next to it was a drawing of a tree with red apples in the middle of the night.I close my eyes and I can imagine Navid next to me, imagining what his hands would do if they touched me. I couldn't stop thinking about him, not what was happening to me.I hear footsteps that make me open my eyes, I turn around and see Cíntia. She looks at me, confused and embarrassed.“Looking for Navid?” I intimidate
SashaIn the darkness, there is always a light. Even in a place as dark and obscure as this, there were illuminated places, lights from above. Lights from a place I used to stay and because I tried to escape, I stayed here, but there was a door. In the middle of all this, the dark, the suffering, the insanity there was a door. A door where I could see the light coming from beneath it, I knew that this was not light from the place where I was, but from outside. I was in front of the door, staring and thinking what could be behind it, pressing my hands to my robe. I felt an agony that I couldn't even explain, the place, the place left me like that, afraid of today and tomorrow. Marlon hadn't come to see me for three days, I missed him and I wanted to talk so much about this door. I never understood why I was here, until I saw Marlon's scar, but I know he will only leave here with me. He won't leave without me, Marlon, when he has something on his mind, doesn't give up, it wouldn't be fa
3 days laterMarlonNancy and I are in the living room. She putting on her dress and me fastening the buttons on my shirt. She looked at me with a possessed look, as if she were my owner and an invasive look, showing her possessive side.“ Do you know what I'm thinking? “ He told me“ What?“ You and me, out of here... Far away!I look surprised because I didn't expect that, that idea pleased me, it could be an opportunity to get the hell out of this place.“ As? You know I can't leave.“ There is always a way. “ She showed a mischievous smile.“ That way?“ There are certain doors that lead us to the exit without anyone knowing. “ She said softly.I tried to disguise my great satisfaction, so as not to arouse suspicion. She telling us how to leave and when, it would be the perfect day to run away with Sasha. It would be more complicated, but it wasn't impossible, you would just have to know the access points, have her card and escape in disguise.““ Help me close. “ She asked from be
NancyI'm at the door of the room waiting for Sebastian to come by. I see him from afar in conversation with an elderly couple, who could possiblybeing the parents of one of the hospital's patients. I kept watching him, not that he and I were enemies but we weren't friends either. I was head of the clinical area and I know he would like to be in my place. He finishes talking and walks towards me.“ Do you want an autograph Nancy?“ Don't brag!He laughed and put his hands on his hips.“ A little green bird told me that you were in Sasha's room.” He said.“ She is my patient…“ I hope the visit was just professional.He took a deep breath and rubbed his head.“ What is your problem? You don't even like her and besides, her husband never came to see you again...“ Don't touch her... She's not one of your other patients that you do as you please.“ She is a patient like any other and knows that I don't do anything more than examine them. “ He made a perverted smile.“ Not in Sasha…“Cal
NancySitting on the sofa at home, she had a photo album in her hands. My house was large, type 3 and entirely made of wood. I always liked rustic houses, which reminded me of a country house. I open the album, there are a few pages to spare, I take out Navid's photo, I look at it for a while, I kiss the photo, imagining that mouth on my body. I did this with my eyes closed so I could feel it more, I took a deep breath and put the photo in the album. This album was spacey, it was one of my favorite patients. It was like a cage that existed inside me and filled with birds.I continued to see several photos of my patients and some who once were there, but were no longer there today. I see Sasha's photo and run my finger over the photo, show a smile, imagining her and I together, how well we got along. How we were friends.The reception phone rings, interrupting my moment. I close the album and answer, impatiently. Just knowing who it is makes me roll my eyes, but tell him to come in, op
SashaEleven o'clock at night, I was in the room combing Hilda's hair, she loved it when she combed her long hair, while she told me what her life was like when she was young. She knew it was night from the clock on the wall, because if it weren't for that, I wouldn't even have noticed. It was always the same here, there was no difference whether it was day or night, centuries could pass and I wouldn't even notice.“ Sasha.I'm scared, because I wasn't expecting it. I see Marlon in front of me, staring.“ Look, he's a handsome man!I showed a smile and approached him. He seemed anxious, as if he had something to tell me.“did something happen?“ Take me to the door. Let's go!“ Is everything okay over there? “ You asked Hilda.I approached and kissed him on the forehead.“ Everything is fine! See you tomorrow.I walked away from her and went back to Marlon.He took my hand and we went together, walking through the corridors. I led him to the door, we stared at him for a while. Marlon
3 days laterMarlonI'm sitting in the cafeteria, playing with my food. Not a second went by without me thinking about her. She had her reasons for being upset with me, but she had to understand that I did what I did because it was the best choice. I want to get out of this and the only way is to get closer to those who suit me.“ Hi handsome!“ Betina, today is not a good day …” I already knew it was her. Over time I learned to identify Lucas's personalities.“calm down, I just wanted to be nice! “ She left and went to sit at the other table.“ what animal bit you Marlon? “ Leo asked, while eating.“ Sasha… She discovered that…“ From your romance with Nancy.“ It's not a romance, it doesn't fill your patience either!“ Calm down, it was a joke!I put my hand on my head and took a deep breath.“ How come you never thought about leaving here? “ I asked impatiently.“ Flee where? If it's out there I'm a killer.I told her about the exit that Nancy had told me about, I wanted to know if