I reached my room angrily ignoring my mom’s shouts. I sat on the bed slamming the table beside it. I never felt much angry, frustrated above all sadness ever before. The emotions were hitting me different. My first love turned out to be tragic. Damn my life!
“Where the hell have you been? I’ve been searching for you, Stella.” My mom entered in my room shouting.Looking at my worst condition when I was totally a mess she shouted coming towards me. “Oh my god, Stella! What happened to you?”She sat beside me and I hugged her crying. She patted my back consoling.“What happened Stella?” My mom asked worried.I wiped my tears saying “I’m wrong about everyone. No one is good as they project themselves. I hate it mom. I hate everyone.”She looked at me with a confused face hearing my vague explanation. I was in a position when I was losing all my control and about to tell everything to myThe next morning seemed different to me as I decided to move on from everything. It was really hard but I won’t give up. For myself. I stood in front of the mirror combing my hair. When I looked at myself I was just seeing a flesh without any life. I let out a sigh and tried to add life so I plastered a smile across my lips. “Perfect.” I rolled my eyes mumbling. I took my books and walked out of my room. Anna was already waiting for me so without wasting the time we both strolled to the college. While walking I told Anna “Anna! I will try to move on from everything.” Anna nodded her head smiling and we reached our college. I decided to be the Stella whom I was before Harry. When I was concentrating on my classes, the dance club volunteers entered in informing all the dancers had to be assembled at the dancing room evening. Whenever they enter the classroom my face used to lit up but this time I sat like a stone with no emotions. I was
I was on my bed resting my back to the headboard while gazing at the wall. Although my look was on the wall, I was seeing nothing. Just void.When the flashes of the memories kept hitting the head always, it was impossible to not to think about the people who gave us the memories. As much as I tried not to think about him, the more he was invading my head. It was really chaotic. In all the chaos and a lot of emotions, my mind said a thing. Suppress everything that I had been feeling and live the life. I decided to listen to it. Yeah! I thought it many times but I didn’t took it to action but after seeing him dancing with some other my heart was broken to an extent that I guess it can’t be broken anymore. At a certain point we feel nothing though a lot of emotions stirring inside. I reached that point.When I was in my thoughts, Anna entered in calling out my name. She sat beside me saying “Let’s go out.”I nodded m
(Stella's POV)I couldn’t stop thinking about the incident that happened at the competition. It became a recent gossip all over the college. When I asked Roman about Harry, he replied Harry didn’t talk anything about it.The next day I saw Harry at college. He looked at me angrily as if I had stolen something from him. Vickie was with her friends looking sad, probably thinking about the competition. She lost again and Rory was the winner. Our college should celebrate as it got back to back competition winners. Ignoring everyone I reached my classroom and concentrated on my classes.Every day was the same. The same angry look from him and the same ignorant look of mine. I guess I should be angry with. Whatever! The exams too started and I was not performing well as my mind was loaded up with many things leaving so little space for my studies. Everyone left to their natives even Harry. It’s been two days since he left
Anna and I were talking while going for our evening walk. I kept saying about Harry’s sudden arrival, his gaze on us and lot more. She was surprised to hear that. We then sat on the bench in the park relaxing the muscles. Soon Roman strolled to us smiling at Anna. “Hey girls!” He sat beside Anna wrapping his arm over her shoulder. “Hey!” I smiled back. “What are you doing here? I mean you are not the guy who normally visit parks.” “I wanted to see this Auburn beauty. So I came here as I knew where you would end your walk.” He said looking at Anna. Her cheeks became red that made me smile more. We kept talking casually and she asked “Do you know Harry is here?” Roman nodded his head saying “Yeah, I know.” I looked at him asking “Why is here? Granny is in the city and the holidays are not yet finished.” Roman shrugged his shoulders saying “Maybe for
Noah held my hand looking at me with the utmost sad face. I gave an assuring smile holding his arm. It’s the day when he had to leave. He was really sad. No, more than that. He was outside of my home leaning to his bike. He said “I’ll miss you, Stella.” I nodded my head saying “I’ll miss you too, Noah. Thanks for everything.” I smiled. “Thanks?” He questioned. “Yeah! For the efforts you made to make me come out of my depressed thoughts, for taking me out, for making me laugh and all other things. Our relationship grew within few days, Noah.” I replied. He smiled listening to me. He said “I’ll meet you soon.” He sat on his bike holding the bike handles. His baggage was neatly arranged at the sides and back of his bike. He looked like a traveller.“Drive safe. I don’t understand why you won’t take train or something else.” I rolled my eye
Anna and I went out as she wanted to meet Roman. It’s already night, convincing Anna’s mom to take her out at night times was really hard. We went to the restaurant where Roman was already waiting for us. Okay, a small correction, waiting for Anna. They both kept talking to eachother whereas my total focus was on food. When I was eating my food like I had been starving for years, I saw Noah entering the restaurant along with Rory and Rory’s girlfriend, who was none other than Rory’s dance partner. Neither I told Noah that I was going with Anna nor did he. Looking at me, Noah was little surprised and he smiled brightly walking towards me. “Stella?” He called out my name. “Noah! You didn’t tell me you are going out.” I narrowed my eyebrows. “Come on, it’s not my plan. I was with this idiot and he dragged me here.” He said pointing to Rory. He then asked “You too didn’t tel
Another woods party in front of me which I decided to not go. The first thing that entered into my head after reaching there was the name ‘Harry’.I parked the car nearby the place and got out to see Noah smiling at us.“You are already here?” I smiled hugging him.“Arrived few minutes before.” He replied.Anna was not even looking at us. She kept gazing at the surroundings searching for someone. You know the one.I rolled my eyes shouting “Anna?”She hummed as a response without shifting her gaze. Noah started laughing looking at her.“We are here. Roman is here too. Why don’t you just text him or call him that you are here instead of searching like a lost puppy?”Anna took out her cell phone and before she even opened his contact, Roman walked to us. Roman and Anna hugged eachother then he greeted me.&
“Harry?” I mumbled looking at him.He looked at me with a smirk plastered on his lips. After many months, he spoke to me “Stella!”Hearing my name from him made my heart flutter. I kept looking at him not saying anything.He stood from the bed walking towards me. I was already irritated with Noah and didn’t want to get more irritated with him. He stopped in front of me almost crowding. I could feel his alcoholic breath on my face that was making me feel disgusted.“How are you, princess?” He asked bending to my height.That’s it. Hearing him, my eyes became glassy but I didn’t let my tears fall on my cheeks. Without looking at him, I said “Get out.”“You are not even asking how am I. Why? Because you got the new boyfriend?” Saying that he started touching my waist.“Don’t touch me.” I shouted at him