Chapter 40. You Cannot Raise Him.

I felt awful that very day. No one could imagine how much I had to hold back, especially after seeing my son being dragged away and locked up in his room. He was banging the door and apologizing over and over again. I tried my best to get the key but I had no idea where he had hidden the key. One the first day, Ethan kept crying like never before, my child who was always adultlike was crying like a child. He kept asking, "mother, father don't you want me anymore?" And as if it weren't enough he would please for us to open the door. I personally sat by his door all day and night. 

On the second day, Ethan began to lay out all his wrong doings, he went on to apologize over and over, and still Richard did not open the door for the poor child. I begged him bitterly but it didn't cause even a slight effect. I could hear Ethan repeat over and over again that he was sorry, and that he was going