Where is the key

I sat in silence as the sound of my cries echoed in the empty room.

Adam was dead.

The words seem far away from being real. No matter how much I tried I could not stop the tears from flowing. 

I lost the track of time I spent sitting in my room alone, mourning the death of my friend. 

What happened to him? 

The door opened after two knocks and Ruhee entered with concern and sympathy in her eyes. 

"I heard what happened, I am sorry," she hugged me. 

I hugged her back instantly, "I just can't believe this."

"I know," she brushed the hair away from my face, "if you want to talk, I am here."

I wiped the tears away, "I want to be alone for a while."

She gave a reluctant nod but respected my decision and left the room silently.

I went to wash my face but paused to stare at my reflection. My face was stained with tears and my brown eyes were red and dull from crying. 

If Damien