chapter 61

Alexa pov

After Lorenzo send us to our room. I came back to my room with tears in my eyes. I just wanted to scream and cry.

I sat on my bed heartbroken and hurt is easily one of the most sad things... You are sitting in bed, alone... Thinking in your head everything you could have done different, etc. And you can't do anything about it at all except cry. Then you are just there sitting in your bed without anybody to talk to  thinking about all these terrible thoughts wanting that one person to cheer you up, not there... And I'm not talking about physically ,but not there emotionally , not there to help you to get rid of all this feelings you have in your stomach like they usually do because unfortunately they're the reason why it's there this time.

My thoughts were interrupted by