Vincent"
We eat silently, but I can't stop myself from staring at her, and when she notices that, I go back eating like nothing is happening. But if she's not looking at me I go back looking at her. yeah like crazy.
"Stop staring at me you're so creepy, do you know that?"
I only smile at her… since that psychopath came into my life I haven't looked at her like this, I haven't talked to her this long as well. But since I'm sure that this place doesn't have CCTV, I could look at her as long as I wanted. without nothing to worry that the psychopath might be watching me.
I stopped thinking when I saw her stand up. "where are you going?"
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Hanna"Regie was hugging me so tight, and that was the only thing I want from now on, a friendly hug. I cry aloud and he shushes me and caresses my hair.let's go to your room you can tell me everything Han, I will listen, I was sobbing, while we were walking."Regie, can I sleep through your room? I can't sleep inside of my room with Vincent now… please?'' I see that he is doubting but he nods after and I say thank you so much.We stepped inside and his room was beautiful as well although my room was more beautiful."So you can tell me what happened? so I would know who was the one that I could beat up?" Regie said and even if I know that he's just joking, I still smile a bit…
Vincent"Almost two hours that I stayed standing there like a statue. Before I dared to walk through the door of the room of Regie.How many times that I've taken a deep breath before I knock on Regie's room, the guard was in front of the door and even if I know that Hanna was inside, I still ask them and they say that she was inside.I knocked again, and Reggie opened it. He let me step inside. "where is she?" I ask and he immediately answers, "she was sleeping now she maybe so tired…"the way he said that sounds like something is happening to them. I clench my fist and I try to stop myself from punching him. I want to trust her, but… what if she doesn't love me anymore and her heart belongs to another man now? t
Hanna"After Regie and I eat, we both walk to the front door and Vincent is waiting outside with the guard. I ignore him and I follow Regie and I hold his wrist."do you want me to take you home?" Regie asks."who else would take me home?""your guard, who else?" I show him my puppy eyes… "please" I said because I don't want to be with Vincent in the small space of the car. I can still do that, I don't have the energy for now…"Are you sure that you don't want to be with your bodyguard?" I nod and smile again when he says "ok"I sigh in relief. And when I slipped inside Reggie's car I suddenly wanted to puke w
Colene""what is happening?" I ask the two guys that lately, it looked like it was in the battle they were fighting over nothing.I just woke up and I instantly came inside the kitchen when I heard these two fightings again.Even the single hotdog on the table, and now they are fighting over the egg that only one left on the plate.I sit and lift my fork and I get the egg for myself, they both look at me in annoyance."Why did you get the egg?" Henry asked while Deather was smirking."that's much better," Deather said,"duh if I won't do that you would not s
Hanna"I feel so dizzy but I try to stand up when I realize something, "what if I get pregnant? then I remember I still haven't had my monthly period. I walk to the bathroom because some of the hotels have a pregnancy test kit.And when I looked in the cabinet I immediately read how to use it. Then I use it to myself,I covered my mouth in surprise when I saw the top line. "I'm pregnant with a Vincent child…"No! this can't be happening… I touch my tummy. He couldn't know about this, what would I do?I throw the kit into the trash and go back from the bed.I close my eyes and try to sleep but I can't.
Vincent"I couldn't sleep again last night, when Hanna woke up later before lunch we came back home. And I get inside her room when I'm sure that she is already asleep.So that's it, I haven't slept again and because we don't have work we are here at the school, in the morning.She was walking in front of me while I'm behind her. But I stop when she stops, and when I look at what is the problem, I see a lot of the students in front and there's a particular guy in the middle."Regie," Hanna murmured and she was covering her mouth in surprise… why? because there was the guy in front of the middle of the student again with a bouquet.fuck him, he did it this before, and I'm hop
Hanna"Regie walks with me until I reach my classroom. After that he said goodbye.I sigh… after he left our classmate was teasing me but I almost regret my decision. When I got inside I saw Vincent had a girl in his lap flirting with him and based on his smile, he liked what the girl was doing. I am still hurting inside in his simple thing like this, if there are no people around, maybe I cry again. But of course, I won't do that, not here, not in front of them, not in front of him. I will die first before he would know what I truly feel.But on the other hand, I realize maybe I'm right, for what decision I made. I and my baby would be doomed. If I allow him to get inside of my life again. Because I know he would hurt me again and again.
Hanna"I wake up in the morning and I realize that he doesn't sleep here, I wonder if he'd come back home last night. But maybe I would think about that later because the same us the other day, I hurriedly go to the toilet and I puke like my life is depended on it. But all I could throw up was a sour and bitter taste. And it lingers in my mouth because of that I puke again, and swear it was so disgusting…I'm holding the lavatory as if I'm getting energy into it. And after that I can help it I'm so very tired I sit on the ground and gather the strength to stand up and take a bath… I need to go for a check-up, maybe the doctor could do something for me.I sigh, I want to blame Vincent for everything but on second thought, it's my fault as well.