I-m beyond confused, but okay.” Squeezing my eyes tight closed, I looked deep within myself, searching for what they claimed was inside me.All right, wolf. If you’re in there…can you speak to me? Everything is all topsy-turvy and makes no sense, but if you are there, and if you can, will you give me a sign?I opened my eyes. The room was not pitch dark; the fog outside the window seemed to glow and gave me enough light to see Dan’s face in front of me. “It’s not working. Maybe we should go to sleep? And figure it out in the morning.” That had, after all, been their suggestion to start with.“You’re so close. If you give me permission, I will ask my wolf to try to reach her.”“Let him, little female.” Liam nuzzled the side of my neck. “Usually wolves only communicate with one another once mating has taken place, and we’re not there yet. Alphas can do things the rest of us can’t.”They weren’t mated yet? They didn’t mean I—no. They couldn’t mean I was their mate, too. But I needed out o
MiaI let Dan, the alpha, urge me back to lie against him as I had been before my wolf and he and his wolf brought me out of the darkness and fog. I let him because I wanted him to, and I even reached behind me to draw the other wolf, Liam, his mate, against me as well.Not exactly mated.My wolf was not purring, but that was only because wolves don’t purr. They do, however, make happy sounds, contented sounds, and mine was about as noisy as she’d ever been. “I should probably call my friends and tell them what happened, but I lost my phone, or rather, I left it back at the campsite.”“You were camping with friends?” the alpha asked, encouraging me to continue. “Where?”“I don’t know exactly. We were traveling to the beach to spend a few days and I wandered off on my own after we ummm…we had some shots.”A lot of shots.So many shots.“I don’t drink much usually and we had a lot. I went off for privacy then decided to go to the outlook nearby for one more peek and I don’t remember exa
Mia It had been a strange night, and that was my only excuse for not hearing what the alpha said the first time. “I accept.”“Fine.” The alpha kissed me again and then leaned back with a smile lifting the corners of his lips. “When the fog lifts, we will find your friends and tell them to enjoy the rest of their trip then return home without you. We will send a message along for Tal and Selin with them.”“You make it sound so simple.”He shrugged. “It is if we want it to be.”I locked my arms around his neck. “I so want it to be because nothing about getting here was.”I’d felt safe and warm every time they touched me, but now, with two of us naked and the third dropping his pants off the side of the bed, my heart was pounding so loud, it echoed in my ears. Straddling Dan’s lap, I might have better control, but his length would still extend so far into me, I wasn’t sure I had enough space for it. But instead of being scared, I was excited. The Fates wouldn’t give me a mate I couldn’t
The alpha’s comments made me feel good. They couldn’t not, but until he tracked down Dan— A phone rang right outside the bedroom window. I didn’t even have to look to know who it was. Slipping quietly out, I moved around the house to the slope where the bedroom window lay and there he was. Talking on the phone to his alpha.“Where am I? Out in the wild. What’s up?”I tapped him on the shoulder. “May I have that phone?” Taking it from him, I addressed Selin. “Your lost pack member has been found.”Selin cursed softly. “What is that boy thinking? That following her would make her like him more? I’ll explain the situation and order him home. I apologize for the inconvenience.”I handed Dan the phone “Your alpha wants to speak with you, and he’d prefer you tell the truth this time.”As I went back inside, I heard Dan arguing, but he’d obey in the end. Nobody wanted to be rogue for disobeying a direct order. With that off my mind, I found the rest still around the table, talking and laughi
Mia “They can’t all be dead.” Everything in me insisted it was impossible. My friends, my family…my pack. Gone, all gone.Liam made yet another circuit of the village, disappearing into each small home as he searched for any living person. Anyone who might be too sick to respond to our calls.We’d already checked, of course. Here and in the outlying homes. Some were empty, their inhabitants now residents of the new mounds in the cemetery. Headstones were not our tradition, nor any marking of who lay in each mound. We sought to return to the earth without marking her more than necessary. The names of those who died were added to the memories of the bards of each generation, to be recited every Samhain at the bonfire.They were not trained, these bards, or rather not taught the tales they imparted. Most did have some lessons in elocution, in singing, and of course in playing instruments. But the actual information, the lists of names of those gone before, the heroic tales, the tragedie
Will you agree to our terms?” Selin asked. “If not, despite your feeling or intuition or whatever it is, we’ll have to insist you move closer to the others. We are responsible for you, and we can’t do a good job with that at this distance.”“Up to you, Healer.”They’d had this argument with my grandmother, but she’d been older and tougher and actually did have someone living with her. Me.“Very well. Right after Christmas.”I could see them both ready to argue, but I waved my hand at them. “I’ve been here all this time alone, and nobody will want to move right now with all the celebrations beginning. They will want to be with their families and friends.” And maybe in all the happy chaos, I could conveniently forget, or take my time deciding who…or whatever it took to keep from having an unwelcome roommate who would probably be just as unhappy about the whole thing as I was. “Agreed?”They shared another silent communication then faced me again and nodded. “Very well.” Tal stood. “Than
MiaWe had all our camping gear but not much food left. After all, we’d expected to return to a fully stocked kitchen—and probably another feast in our honor. Instead, we’d faced a horror beyond imagining. If it had been just me, if I had not had Liam with me, I think I’d have given up. For shifters, pack was everything. Family, friends, support system. Sometimes someone married into another pack, but the connection formed by that mating would serve to unite the two, like extended family.Our pack had been rather isolated, which was one of the reasons we’d intended to visit others. Unfortunately, we’d been all about being alone together and in love and never made it that far. Now…well, now we had a whole slew of problems that innocent honeymoon couples did not. Or at least did not know they did. While our families were dying, we were enjoying romantic sunsets and frolicking four-legged. Making love. My stomach churned as I tried not to chant over and over in my head that I should have
Liam I never anticipated ending up in this situation. And neither did Mia, or at least I felt confident that he hadn’t. At the moment, he was tossing and turning with a high fever. Mine was lower, or at least I was conscious. For all the good it would do us. Because while we’d both been out, the tent had been covered by snow, and I wasn’t sure how I could get us out without filling the one shelter we had with snow.Reaching over, I tucked the sleeping bag higher around my husband’s shoulders in the darkness. I had flashlights and a lantern but didn’t want to use up the batteries when I had no way of knowing how long we’d be in here. Walking away from our village was the hardest thing I’d ever dreamed I’d have to do, but now, listening to my husband’s harsh breathing, I knew there were worse things.Fortunately, our stomach symptoms weren’t too bad. Yet, at least. We’d both been vomiting, one of the reasons, along with the weather, that we’d decided to set up camp here. But that had e