Chapter 41: AN ILLUSION OF CONTROL

"Like my entire life was just an illusion." He paused and then seemed to stare right into her eyes. "I thought I was in control of it, but I'm not. I'm just a…passenger. I have no control over anything."

"Baby…" she began, alarmed by his words. "You are the most capable man that I've ever met. There is not a day that goes by that I'm not in constant awe of you. You are a blind man that has accomplished more than most sighted people. You are funny, sexy, talented, and smart--but most of all you are confidant." Tory watched the intense expression on his face and hoped that he was listening and believing that she meant every word.

His expression was uncertain. "Is that what you really see Tory?"

"Yes!"

He paused and then leaned forward and kissed her forehead—she wasn't sure if he was going for her mouth but either was okay.

"Thank you. I needed that," he whispered.

"Don't doubt yourself. Don't doubt what I feel for you." She opened and then closed her mouth. Suddenly she knew she