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Chapter 31: His Feelings
To be looked upon with eyes of the one you love with fear and disgust is the most painful experience you could’ve ever imagined.
It was like a sharp knife pierced right into your heart. Killing you slowly. Bit by bit. Torturing you along the way. That’s how painful it is.
It was like that with Anna. With just her eyes, my world fell apart. It was her frighten and fearful eyes that had me frozen in cold feet.
Before going in here, I have prepared my heart to see Austin’s eyes with the same expression I saw years ago. I am prepared to have my world scattered into thousand of pieces.
I have convinced myself that I would be alone in this lonely world. Who am I kidding? Is there someone who’s stupid enough to risk their lives to be with me?
The moment the door swings open, I thought I won’t be able to hold back. I thought I would lose myself for the second time.
The moment her sweet persimmon sce
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