2. Closer

What the actual fuck is taking him so long? I'm sure he already received the address I sent to him. I'm frustrated ok? Because I missed him and it was unbelievably weird. Call me crazy but you don't know what I'm feeling as long as you're in my place. His brown orbs and mesmerizing pink lips made me just want to keep him all by myself. I'm not in my usual self. 

And do you know what's weirder? I've been imagining that I'll be having a date with him here so I cleaned my place and cook something delicious for him. What the heck!? These feelings of mine made my body do something I'm strange with.

It had been an hour or two, but I'm still waiting here. He's late and I've been staring at the door just for him but a picture caught my eyes. 

I stood up and was about to grab and hide it but before I could even touch the frame, a sudden knocked interrupted me and I heard the doorbell rang three times. 

He's arrived. My eyes lit up and I can't deny the flattering feeling inside my stomach. I ignored the picture and proceeded to open the door quickly.  

As long as he saw my condominium, his eyes traveled on the picture frame. He stared at it and it gives me a bit of chill.

" Come in," I said, just to interrupt him. I am not comfortable when someone stares at my photos. 

" Thank you. " He replied. But as he talked, my eyes were fixed on that lips again. But I shook it off, I'm afraid he'll notice.

" Should I get you a drink?" I offered him. 

" Water is fine, please." He said while looking at the ceiling. The surface was awkward and silent. 

I headed into the kitchen to get a glass of water for him. 

"Here you--" I stopped talking when I went back but he's out of my sight. He was just sitting on the sofa a while ago. I looked for him in the living area and I just saw his figure. He's looking at my pictures, I was about to grab them from his cute hand but he seems, emotionless while looking at it. So I didn't dare to bother him anymore. He's kinda cute while scanning my condominium. His round eyes exploring every corner of my place. I am willing to show every corner of my Condo, except for my room. It was a mess. 

" Here's your water." I decided to give him the water which he accepted. He drank it fast and gave it back to me afterward. I brought the glass back to the kitchen but before going back, I got the urge to kiss the part where his lips touched. Why was it so sweet? It was, addicting that I began to lick it too. I can taste it, the sweetness of his lips. But then I realized, I'm being a creep. What the hell, I put the glass down and went back. But then again, I want that taste on mine, so I'm going to keep that unwashed. You can't blame me.

" What's your plan. ? " He asked me, full of curiosity.

" Nothing, how 'bout you?" I asked him back.

" Well, I am here for a meeting." He replied, gripping his laptop.

" No need for that." I said with all of my confidence. 

" Why? " He asked me again with that fvcking innocent look.

" Coz I'm already done with that. I don't want someone precious as you to get tired. " I teased him and his cheeks immediately became a crimson red and the smile that was slowly creeping out on his face faded away in a second. He's shy and it was fucking cute.

" Okey." He said while pacing a bit.

" Can I show you around. ?" I asked him, finally confident enough to suggest. I was nervous but he nodded anyway.

I showed him my pictures when I was still young. He looks not interested coz, his reaction was just usual. The cold one. I feel a sting inside my chest but get rid of it nonetheless. 

" Just tell me if you're not comfortable. " I said after gaining some strength talking to him.

" I am comfortable. I love looking at your pictures. " He replied. He was still looking at some of my pictures and he wasn't aware that I was close to him so when he turned his head to me, our face was so close, too close.

Our lips were almost brushing at each other. One move and our lips will collide. I was getting lost in his maze eyes as my face was getting closer and closer but-

" Is this in Canada? " He easily turned his head on the photo again and asked me full of curiosity. It disappoints me. I was almost there but the chance was gone. I suddenly had the urge to throw all my pictures.

I noticed we've been together for too long so I took out my phone and look at the time. It was already midnight and I heard his tummy grumbling that made me chuckle. His face suddenly went red and it was the best sight I've ever seen in my entire life comparing to the countries I visited.

" Shall we eat now?" I asked him and the date thingy popped up on my mind. And why the fvck should I asked if we will eat? Of course we will, Damn!!!

" Oh sure, I'm hungry." he replied then a realization hit me. Goodness, I forgot to offer him for a portion of food. I feel so guilty.

" Well, just follow me. " I stood up and he followed me behind. I offered him a chair on the dining table and he settled himself. I saw him took a glimpse at the glass he used but I just shrugged it off.

He's eating a lot. His mouth was stuffed with food. I know my dish was delicious and I'm proud of myself that he like it so I offered him more. Why was everything cute about him? The way he bites the meat, the way he munches and swallows. I unintentionally bit my lips, coz it was a bit sexy too.

After eating and washing the dishes, we went to the living area to take a rest. I sat beside him and think of a way to claim his lips. 

" So is the dish delicious.? " I asked him to open up a topic first, so it won't feel so uncomfortable.

" Yeah it was, did you order those ?" he asks me in a teasing manner but in an emotionless way? That was fucked!!! 

" What the fuck!! I cooked those, don't you know I am a pro at cooking?. " I bragged and laid on the sofa.

But then he suddenly leaned on my chest and enclose our gap. He is looking at me with his brown eye and he is slowly moving closer to my lips. I swear he's going to be the death of me, it's coming and I will welcome that warm lips on mine. I slowly closed my eyes waiting for it. I can feel him leaning closer and closer, It might take too long, but it'll be worth it.