Do Everything I Wouldn't Do.

I roll over, sighing as every muscle in my body screams out with discomfort, reminding me of the multiple ways Tobias took me last night; all night long.

Reaching out, I feel for him, but I’m met with nothing but air. I pry my sleepy eyes open to find his side of the bed empty and cold, and a pang of disappointment licks my flesh.

“Tobias?” I groan in my early morning voice which is a little croaky.

Lifting my head, I look around the room and scoff when I realise there is none of his belongings left behind in the room.

Not even a loose thread that lost its way.

It’s like last night didn’t happen.

Like the out-of-body experience, I endured time after time, was all but a dream…

I sit up, leaning my back against the headboard, and I pull the sheet up around my chest—clinging to it like it’s my lifeline. Extending my left hand out, I look at the rings that adorn my wedding finger with my head tilted to the side.

‘Is this how things will be between us?’ I think to myself as a lump begins