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Chapter 13: E P I P H A N Y
E P I P H A N Y
(English) (n.) a moment of sudden revelation.
It had been a few hours now since Eunae stood by the shore and watched the sun do its leaving ritual.
Settling her feet on the grainy sand and focusing her eyes on the dancing yellow ball of light, her mind was somewhere else, digging answers on what to do next.
It had been a week or so since she ran away, and she honestly did not have any clues on what to do next.
Trying to find any sort of answer, she backtracked the conversation she had with Stephen and strived to understand the heaviness of each word he uttered.
And as she did so, Eunae found herself pondering on one question:
Did she really love Yunoh?
With everything she had been through and finally
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