I refused to sleep in his room last night. Why? It's because I know I won't be able to go if I wake up with him beside me, with his arm wrapped around my waist tightly like he doesn't want to let go of me.
Another thing is that I don't want to wake him up early in the morning- at dawn rather.
I'm just sad. Tomorrow is marked as the third month of us being married. Should be the first time to celebrate with him. This should be the first time that I won't see him bed someone who's not me.
Too bad, I have to leave. Argh! The thought of not seeing him for four days makes me want to stay with him here and forget about work.
I groaned. We're already happy together but slowly losing time for each other. It sucks!
"No, no, not really. It's just someone I guess I'm missing," I can feel my ears burning upon saying that. Soleil shrieked then giggled. "Guys, our Athijha's love life isn't as boring as it seems! Oh my gosh! She misses someone and that someone is probably her boyfriend!" I wanted to hide my face out of embarrassment. Soleil doesn't have to announce that. What if someone who knows us hears what she just said. Jeez! It'll be a hot topic on some of the social media platforms. And now, all I want is the ground to break open and swallow me alive. My goodness! These girls won't stop teasing me about the guy I am dating. They have a lot of suggestions and hunches about who is the lucky guy according to them. They even asked me if he's on
You're not going to tell him about this, right? Love? This won't happen again I promise. And I kinda miss eating pizza with you," I flashed a cute smile. "Please," I almost shrieked in joy when he nodded. He planted a soft kiss on my forehead. "Just this time, okay?" I nodded. "You sneaky fox." "This sneaky fox is yours alone, love," I winked at him and laughed when he glared at me. He took a slice of pizza and sat beside me. It only took him a few bites to finish that one slice so he took another one. "Anyway, the fashion show will happen tomorrow and I'm kind of nervous since it's my first time. You can stay here or go out and stroll around New Zealand if you like. You can come and watch too. But you know, you should not waste y
Quel was stifling his smile while I am wearing simple doll shoes. He's still not over about my stupidity earlier. Like, who in their right mind would go out wearing a pair of pajamas. I didn't even brush my hair! I was completely out of my mind.If someone recognizes me in that outfit and took a photo of me to post on any social media platform, I'll be doomed.I grunted and tied my hair up. "Stop teasing me, will you?" I rolled my eyes in annoyance.He placed his hands on his waist and shook his head. He was eyeing with so many unknown emotions dancing in his eyes. He might be biting his lips to stifle a smile but his eyes scream and show how big his smile is."Stop staring at me," I stamp my right foot and crossed my arms under my ch
Up until now, I'm still not used to people who ask to take a photo with me. It's kind of overwhelming. But I guess, soon, I'll be able to smile at the camera without hesitations, just pure confidence."Oh my God! Thank you."I was greeted by the tranquil ambiance of the room. Turns out that I am the third person to arrive here that's why it's not as chaotic when my other friends are here.Iris waved at me. "Hey," I greeted and hugged her."I can't believe that you'll end up working in the showbiz industry. You were so timid and quiet," Iris uttered with gestures."Silly, I was just shy. I think my chosen career helped me boost my confidence, don't you think?" I chuckled.
"Don't always look up, especially when it's stable and a mess. You might stumble on the things you least expect to trap you on the ground," She looked at me. She's holding a glass of apple juice. "Hi, Athijha,""Hey Cali," I greeted her back.She squinted her eyes. "Why does it feel like you want to ask me about something?""Am I that transparent?" I kidded and chuckled."Yup! So, what do want to ask me? Come on, I'm interested to hear it.""How much do you know?" I asked in a flat tone."Hmm... how much do I know..." She held her chin then looked up. "I know a lot, Athijha. But not all."
I was awakened the moment I was gently placed down on the soft mattress. I slowly opened my eyes and found my husband helping me to remove my footwear.I groaned and slowly sat down. I massaged my temple while my other hand is sitting on my lap. My mouth was tightly shut as I feel my stomach swirling. I was biting the insides of my cheeks. I feel like I'm gonna throw up."Quel," I called in a faint voice."Hold up, I'll go get you some water," He turned his back and walked away without letting me voice out what I wanted to say.I covered my mouth and get off the bed. I accompanied myself to the bathroom even if my vision keeps of rotating. But I wasn't able to bring myself there. I fell on the floor and threw up.
"Do you realize what could have happened to you if I didn't come to get you? Someone could have taken advantage of your drunk state," His hands were on his waist while scolding me. "Damn, if someone recognizes you as a model, they're gonna make an issue to bring you down especially when they're your bashers.""I wasn't thinking last night," I pouted. "And they can't take advantage of me, I brought a pepper spray."His eyebrows furrowed even more. "Which you didn't use on me last night when you did not recognize me," He sarcastically replied."So you came for me?" I asked, a little delighted at what he did."You called me, Athijha," My mouth agape open. Did I call him? "And you didn't recognize me when I was already standing next to yo
My eyes widened upon realizing that he knew that we're not on good terms, though it was just a show for us to protect each other."Surprised? My mom told me about that. That was one of the reasons why I was so mad at you when we got married. I thought that you're doing all of these because you hated her. But everything you spilled out made me realize how much you love her."I was about to speak when he gestured to me to just listen to him."I know that you can't recall this yet but you sounded so proud last night when you were talking about her. I never knew that you're waiting for her to come back. You are longing for her, are you?"I smiled and nodded. "I am.""You told me that she