*Maverick*I struggle to control the fall into the world of dreams. The inevitable spiral to the only place in the world, dream or real, that I fear. The darkest part of my mind, the reason for my self loathing and why I look for forgiveness in everything I do, why I started hunting rogues to begin with. I try to breathe through it all, the rushing of my mind. The twisting of my insides telling me that in a moment, no matter how hard I try, I will open my eyes and I will be back in that field. The same field that started the events of the hell I had to live through. But when I open my eyes, I’m living it all again. The rogues jump out of the woods, and panic digs its claws deep within me. My first thought should be to use the mind link to warn the pack, but I’ve grown cocky. Years of training have led to this one moment. My first fight, it’s finally my time to put all that hard work and sweat to good use. The first one lunges for my throat and, without so much as a sidestep, I avoi
*Tatum*“What are you doing?” Maverick asks, walking into my side of the room. I tilt my head to the side in feign shock as I tie the laces on my running shoes.“Oh, he speaks now?” I ask, and he shoots me a scowl. Three damn days of him being pouty and near silent. Strange how days ago I wanted him to shut up and leave me alone, but somehow, with him being my shadow, his silence annoys me more.I have spent the last three days trying to pretend the grump ass isn’t affecting me or the girls wanting to hang out with me. At lunch Clem teased maybe he suffered brain damage. I have to admit, until right now; I thought he might have. “I have spoken to you all along.” He says with an unamused frown. “I’m going for a run.” I tell him, standing and placing my hands on my hips, just daring him to tell me no. That’s the other thing he has been doing a lot of. Telling me no with a scowl and a headshake. And I’ve had more than enough of it.“You hate running,” he reminds me and I scoff, preten
*Maverick*“You did?” I ask her again. I feel numb, my arms and legs heavy as I hang on her every word for confirmation of something that can only live in the past. But I have to know. Tatum rolls her eyes and walks away from me. “Yes, did. In the past tense. Now what does Beta Milo want?” She asks again.“He just asked me to escort you to his office.” And that’s the truth.I am friends with both the alpha and his beta, but that doesn’t mean I am privy to all the information. I don’t make important decisions, I just protect. It’s honestly easier that way. I don’t have much of a life, but I enjoy the simplicity of it.She fidgets with her running jacket, tugging at the hem before she reaches up and tries to smooth her hair. You wouldn’t think someone so naturally beautiful could be this self conscious. Tatum looks at me, catching me red-handed as I stare and she frowns. “Do I look okay?”“You look like you went for a run…” I offer her honestly.I can’t really tell her how her flushed
*Tatum* Watching Artemis in the candlelight is probably the most surreal feeling I have ever had. To call him handsome feels like a disservice to his naturally sharp jawline and his kind eyes. He is what River likes to call ‘boy band’ pretty. With perfectly proportional features, glorious hair, and a smile that could thaw even the thickest ice. And the best part? It feels right. Being here with him at this moment feels like I am finally on track with my life. It’s not that I haven’t been happy where I’m at in life, I have been. It’s just…lonely. Being rejected brands you. Makes you look undesirable. That’s why this app, Alpha Artemis, willingly wanting to date only rejected females? It’s a gift. “You look beautiful.” He whispers, placing his elbows on the table to prop up his chin as he dissects my face with his eyes. “And I’m not just trying to flatter you.” “Oh,” I tuck my hair behind my ear, shyly, looking away. “No, no,” he insists. “Look at me Tatum. I want you to see the t
*Maverick*I watch the clock next to my bed tick past one in the morning, and I resist the urge to scream in frustration. What the hell else could they possibly have to talk about? They have been together since nine yesterday morning. They should have run out of things to talk about by now. My stomach twists violently. Maybe they did run out of things to say. Shit, maybe there has been no talking at all for the last few hours. Images flood my mind of Tatum with Artemis and I groan. I can taste bile in the back of my mouth and I toss my blankets off me, tracking to the bathroom to splash water on my face. I have no right to be sick to my stomach over the thought of them being together. Yet as I lean over the sink and turn on the water, I know this will only get worse. Tatum Rhodes is under my damn skin again and I can’t shake the fucking feeling removing her this time is going to be the death of me. If it weren’t for the rarity of second chance mates, or the lack of sparks when we to
“Wait, so what are the rules again?” River’s voice rings through the room as I search the closet in the closet for something to wear. I have her on speakerphone, filling her in on everything again. Let’s just say she is beyond upset. My time with Artemis has been at most PG rating.I sigh, dropping my arms from their mid reach and roll my eyes. “I literally texted you a list the day I got here,” I whine, and I can hear her attitude on the other end.“Well, thanks for thinking I am smart enough to read.” She jokes. “You know I don’t remember things that long ago and we text so much. The list is long gone by now.”“Ugh. You are seriously the worst,” I groan.“Yeah and you love me for it, so remind me again. What are these special rules?”“Fine.” I roll my eyes even though she can’t see me. “Don’t roll your eyes,” she says and I roll them again, harder and bite back a laugh. I swear sometimes being best friends with River is like having a whole second mom who sees everything. “Rule nu
Savannah sees me coming first, her eyes narrowing, and she makes a concerted effort to move closer to Artemis. Everything she does is to keep him focused on her, and that’s fine. I won’t win his attention by being fake and deceitful. I’ll win it just by being in the room. I grab a mug and sneak to the fridge, grabbing out the creamer, and I smile to myself. There is no way he won’t see me getting into the fridge. I turn and tiptoe to the coffee machine, not at all trying to hide myself, but it’s a nice little show to prove I’m not trying to impede. “Tatum,” his velvety voice calls cheerfully and I spin to look at him like a deer caught in the headlights. He looks handsome, as always, only this time he is dawning a little stubble and it pronounces his jawline more. My eyes find his perfectly pink lips and I know he sees me checking him out as the corner of his lips twitch up.“I’m sorry. I know you guys are chatting. Just pretend I am not here. I just needed some coffee.” I say, poin
Artemis smiles before he sighs and pulls me to his chest. He holds me close, clinging to me like I’m some life-sustaining source. He seems more open to me, vulnerable than he has been before, and I can’t tell if it’s because of the run or just the amazing dates we have had. “What should we do on this date of ours?” He asks, pulling back and looking down at me. His eyes are full of mischief and I notice a dance between his usual color and black, as if his wolf wants a moment of my time, too. I can’t help but smile up at him and he looks like he is going to crumble. It can’t be easy balancing an entire world, going on nine years without a mate, all while trying to find the suitable woman for not just him but all of us. The stress this gentle man has had to live with is not easy. Artemis pulls me close again and I breathe deep. I don’t know how to feel about all of this, but at this moment, all I know is it feels right to be in his arm. He leans down, pressing his forehead to mine, hi