Thought I'd give you all a little reprieve from all the Mav and Tatum pain. Its a LONG one, sorry! normal sized chapters will resume tomorrow. Maybe. well, hopefully.
The soft sound of snoring wakes me, as I turn my head, smiling up at a sleeping Maverick. So much for him not sleeping. Though not that I can blame him. Yesterday was a crazy day and last night…my cheeks heat as I remember what we did. So out of the usual for me, but still so precious. I watch him as his chest rises and falls; me wrapped up in his arms and then I lean forward, dropping a gentle kiss on his cheek. His arms tighten on me, and I chuckle. “How long have you been awake?” I ask him and he smirks, eyes still closed. “You don’t think I actually snore, do you?” he looks amused with himself as I roll my eyes.“Honestly, I thought it was sexy. It’s a shame you don’t actually snore.” I tease, and his eyes open, focusing on me. Then he quickly closes them, snoring loudly, his chest heaving up and down with effort and his lips upturned with a flirty grin. He peeks open one eye, watching me. “How’s that? Super sexy?” He asks, and I snort out a laugh. “Oh, I can hardly restrain
*Maverick*I watch as Tatum says her tearful goodbye to Clem, hugging her and reassuring her everything will be okay. I want to share in her sentiment, but how the beta treated Tatum has me doubtful that Alpha Kit is actually in full control.An alpha with no control is one that is not respected and things will spiral out of control when the alpha is seen as having any weakness at all. The last thing anyone needs is a bunch of feral wolves staking claim on our territory because they feel their alpha is a lost cause..“Do you think Artemis will tell everyone about the ghost wolves and their true origin?” River asks, standing beside me as Artemis converses with Kit. I shrug, not really sure what kind of answer she is looking for, but I can be honest.“Maybe. It might be in everyone’s best interest to announce it and allow a safe crossing between the two kingdoms.”“That makes sense.” She muses. “If finding your mate is rare or uncommon here, I can only assume they will want to come over
*Tatum*I stand in my old room, the one I was leaving before Russel’s untimely neck poke, rendering me unconscious. Maverick’s arms slide around me, his chest pressing into my back and his chin tucking into the crook of my neck as I relax into him. After everything, his embrace is still where I feel the safest.“What happened to Russel?” I ask.“I will have to ask Artemis,” he says. “He sure as shit won’t show his face here again now that everyone knows he is a traitor.”“Traitor? Or just loyal to a different Alpha King?” I ask, turning to look up at him and the corner of his lip tips down. “They are the same thing in this pack, Tatum.” he says softly and I can feel a little of my hope slipping away. Our last potential option is Maverick going rogue and hopefully being welcomed into Alpha Kit’s kingdom. But how would he handle that? Truly? As someone who not only respects but is friends with the very Alpha, he protects.Would he grow to resent me for his actions? And what if Kit doe
“How annoyed do you think Jackson will be?” Maverick asks me with an amused grin.I reach up and stroke my thumb over his stubbly cheek. We have had one day to come around to terms with the idea of me leaving with River. Though if I’m being honest, he might get more done with me gone. Maverick will be more likely to search through the night rather than taking a break and spending time with me. “I bet he will be more excited than you think. Now he has a reason to see you more often and you can’t run from him again.”“It will be nice to finally catch up.” He sighs and I snort.“Oh, Mav, you have at least a year of scowl and cold shoulders ahead of you.” I assure him, and he chuckles, shaking his head. “Yeah, probably deserved.” He nods as he wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me close.“Definitely deserved,” River says, stepping up to us. “You ready?” She asks and I nod, going up on my toes to press a chaste kiss to Maverick’s plush lips.“I will see you in a week.” He says, his
*Maverick*My eyes burn, the writing all bleeding together as I try to focus on the journal I found. The cracked old leather binding showcases how damn old it is, though it doesn’t have dates or a name to whose handwriting it may be. It has taken me five days to get to this book. The last one in the whole fucking library and now my only hope for answers. After this, there is no hope that anyone has ever broken out of the oath outside of going rogue, which, according to the books, has only happened a handful of times. I’ve gone back and forth between second chance mates books to oath books, hoping for crossovers and find nothing. All it has done is make me crave my mate and fill me with a deep need to accept this bond. A second chance mate is a rare gift. We all know that, but I didn’t know how rare. And the occurrence of a second chance mate being the same mate as the one once rejected? Well, that actually occurs more often than I thought it would. It is an attempt to heal a soul th
“Why wouldn’t you tell me this before?” I ask. It feels as if the room is spinning, fuck my life is spinning, like a fucking spinny toy at the top of a set of stairs dancing with the edge before flying off into the abyss. “I was hopeful we would find something sooner rather than later. And with Tatum gone, I figured the oath would be safe for a week, giving us the time we needed to find answers. Clearly, I was wrong.”“Fuck.” I growl, my hands gripping my hair in frustration. “Why the fuck…? Alpha, I don’t understand what is happening. Why is this happening?” I ask, lost for words and logical thoughts. How can I think logically when nothing makes sense? It’s very obvious the oath is growing more strict, is it trying to cut me off from any type of intimacy? Like punishment for continuing to push too far? “I truly don’t know, Maverick.” Artemis sighs. “The only thing I can think of is our oath is a bond itself, so it must have similar traits to that of the mate bond.”I ponder his wor
It’s bitter out. The cold air is relentless as it whips around, the wisps of little snowflakes blowing in my face as I stare at my parents’ grave. Their grave is massive, no doubt costing thousands, and I tilt my head, wondering how Tatum of all people paid for it. The thought of her creates an ache throughout me, my heart exhausted and battered from all the back and forth for the past two days waiting to see her.I couldn’t bring myself to text her back or even attempt to answer her calls, as I hid like a coward. If I would have answered I would have told her, There is no hiding the truth from her and she deserves to be told in person. I deserve to witness her heartbreaking so I can never forget what I have done to her time and time again. “You’ve been avoiding me,” her sweet voice calls out behind me and my eyes slide shut, relishing how she sounds, the happiness that laces her teasing words. I want to hold on to this, fucking cling to it like a baby clings to its mother, but I’m
The waves tickle my bare feet, the warmth of the sun seeping into my shoulders as I stand side by side with my mom. I couldn’t NOT bring her with me. I wasn’t in a good enough place to go anywhere alone and with Clem and River both busy living their own lives…well. Mom wanted to be with me. I guess she was worried I would wander off and never come home. But this ending with Maverick feels less…I don’t know. It’s different. My heart is in tatters, but it’s different from the first time. Back then there was an ache, feeling like he didn’t love me, or I wasn’t enough. This time…this time I get it. Maverick loves me, and he loves me as much as I love him. Which is why I have traveled the last two months like he asked me to in his letter. I knew deep down if he thought there was a way out of his oath, a way we could be together, I know he would utilize it. “How are you, my sweet girl?” My mom asks softly and I smile, lifting my chin for the sun to kiss my bare cheeks. “Hmm, I’m good to