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Chapter # 14
‘I felt good when he touched me.’
"I didn't!"
"I didn't!"
"I didn't like it!"
"I hate it! I hate you!"
I continued to cry as I felt extreme dislike and revulsion for myself to find this disgusting intimacy pleasurable.
"I didn't like it.." I said as I leaned on the door, letting the tears fall down.
I looked down and after a few seconds, I began to scratch where he touched me. I let out loud sobs of dejection.
"I didn't like it."
"I didn't like it."
"I didn't like it."
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