Chapter four
Laura
It had been about three weeks since I have lived at Alpha Devin's pack. What had happened in the past weeks hadn't been something I would have imagined for myself, ever in my life.
After Alpha Devin had sex with me the first night, I had thought that he would somehow change and accept me after that, but instead he asked the servants to take me to my room.
My room was basically a holding cell with a small, a table and a chair. The door was made of thick oak, so I could barely hear anything that was going on outside. The only source of sunlight was through a small high up in the wall that even if I climbed up on the chair, I still couldn't reach it.
I was so confused at that moment and I started banging on the door and asking why I had been locked up, and a servant said that it was because the Alpha didn't want me roaming the palace because people might see me, or even worse I might run away.
I had stayed quiet and waited patiently, hoping that he would finally come to his senses and realize what he had done.
But that never happened.
I wasn't given any food or water for at least two days in a row. My stomach was growling so loudly and no matter how much I begged for food, I wasn't given any till Alpha Devin said so.
He would come into my room every single day and have sex with me. He treated me like I was some vile creature. He never touched me more than was needed for what he wanted to do. He just came in, pushed his dick into me and dumped his cum into me and left when he was done.
It made me feel dirty, but I was still patient with him. He was my mate after all, and there was nothing I could do to change that.
After a while, I noticed that he started to get increasingly violent with me as I wasn't showing signs of pregnancy. He would sometimes hit me if I tried to resist or if he just felt like.
My body had gotten increasingly weak over the weeks. I had become pale and I had started to lose a lot of weight and I could feel my health quickly deteriorating.
I was seated in the floor beside my bed, with my knees drawn close to my chest and my arms wrapped around them, staring at the dim light from the setting sun that was coming from the window, with tears rolling down my face.
The situation was becoming too frustrating for me that I couldn't even be positive or hope for anything anymore. Every morning when I woke up just felt like another day waking up in hell.
The sound of the locks on the doors being opened bragged my attention away from the window. I immediately got up to my feet and stepped back, away from the door, my heart beating fast and hard.
I dreaded hearing the sound of the locks on the outside of the door being opened, because that meant that either Alpha Devin was around or food, but good didn't come so frequently, so I hardly expected it.
The door opened and into the room stepped Alpha Devin. He looked disheveled. From where I was standing, I could smell alcohol oozing off of him. He stumbled into the door and slammed the door shut behind him.
"Laura!!" He slurred as he looked around the room before his eyes landed on me. I was hiding in a corner, hoping that he would just go away.
"Didn't you hear your name?!" He moved closer to me as I shrunk in on myself. "You don't stay quiet when I'm talking to you. You're nothing more than a cum bump to me, so don't even think that you can do whatever you like."
He stood in front to me and grabbed my hair and pulled me with him. I shouted and held unto his arms and followed him, pulling at them, but they only held unto my hair tighter.
He threw me into the wall in the other side of the room and I hit it and fell to the ground, groaning as the tears that were already falling down my face fell faster.
I got in all fours and tried to crawl away from him, but he got close to me and kicked me in my chest and I fell to the ground coughing.
How can he still be so fast even when he's drunk?
"You good for nothing piece of shit. You can't even do anything right. I brought you in here so that you could get pregnant and bear me a child, but you can't even do that!" He shouted.
"What use are you to me if you can't get pregnant, huh?" He stood in front of me and bent down to take a closer look at me as I groaned in pain.
"But there's nothing I can do about it, right? We just have to keep trying now, don't we?" He smirked and picked me up from the ground by my arm and threw me towards the bed.
I was really getting tired of this. I felt like giving up.
I laid down on the bed as I stared up at the ceiling, the sound of Alpha Devin's belt buckle coming lose filling the room. I didn't feel like fighting him, I was too weak. My body was at its limit.
I closed my eyes as he appeared on top of me, nor wanting to look at him as he raised my thighs up and pulled my dress up my thighs, but just then, there was a knock on the door.
My eyes snapped open as that had never happened before. There had never been a distraction before, but I was grateful for it.
"What is it?" Alpha Devin groaned on top of me.
"Alpha, your attention is needed immediately in the throne room." The servant said and Alpha Devin groaned again.
He pulled himself off of me and buckled his belt back.
"You're free for now, but I'll be back after this." He had a dark look in his eyes before finally leaving and locking the door.
I let out a breath that I didn't even know that I was holding and curled on my side, thankful that nothing had happened. I sighed, knowing that he wouldn't come back because he would be tired after the meeting and whatever was so serious for them to interrupt him would take a long time, so that was good for me.
'Hi, Laura. I have something to tell you.' I heard my wolf say.
'Yes, what is is? I'm listening.'
'Don't get angry at me, I'm just informing you of what is going on.'
'What is it?' I asked again.
'You're pregnant, Laura.'
LauraI laughed as I rolled on my squeaking bed, finding what my wolf had said really funny. She had to be paying some kind of prank on me.'Thanks for the joke. It was really needed.' I said to her, waiting for her response.'I'm not joking, Laura. You're pregnant, and have been for a few days.'The smile on my lips afded away as I sat up in my bed realization dawning on me, the smile on my face disappearing.This is bad, really bad. I really couldn't afford to be pregnant at the time with Alpha Devin acting aggressively with me. If he found out, that would only give him more reasons to keep me hostage and I didn't want that.I ran my fingers through my hair before burying my face in my hands. I had to think of something, and fast. My head snapped up as a thought dropped in my mind.Would he change his behavior towards me if he found out that I was pregnant for him?That thought began to make me doubt every other thing that I had been thinking. Alpha Devin was my mate, and no matter
DELVIN POVMy mind has always been complicated, and I blame that on my upbringing…Resting my forearm on the couch I thought of how the day had gone, my mind going back for a minute to Laura. For what seemed like a minute, I tried to take my mind away from the fact that I might have been too mean —Even if there was nothing to justify my point.I clenched my fist as the thought of how my life would have turned out if I had my parents drifted through my mind.Though, there was every chance I might have been weaker than the way I had turned out, it didn't change the fact that my general Outlook of life would have changed.Deep in my heart, a dark cloud hovered one begotten from the hate I had for Laura's father.As I puffed out the smoke from the cigarette I was smoking watching the mist drift through the air, all that clouded my mind was her father fucking face.The image of his face was definitely what I had seen in my nightmares for years, and having gotten the chance to take reve
LAURAThere was just one thing on my mind and that was getting away from my toxic husband as fast and as far as I could.It was the only thing that was necessary at that moment, as I was dealing with something far more greater —Fear.I could feel my hair stuck to my sweat-soaked face, as the evening was hot or rather it was from the adrenaline that was pumping through me vigorously.Deep in my chest, I could feel as my heart pounded without a pause.As my pace slowed down from me becoming weary, all I thought of was stupid I had been all this while, hoping that Delvin would change for the better.He never did, despite those nights of tears after I had been violated by this man that should love me, he never at one point looked at me like I was something he could have an atom of feeling toward —And I was done dealing with all of it.I rested my wrists on the top of my head, trying to catch my breath while my eyes unwillingly coasted the darkening wood.All I had was my sight and scent
LAURAThe sight of the wolf sent my heart racing, as it took a while for me to tell if this was still a dream or what I was experiencing was reality.I shut my eyes, listening to the distant beat of my heart, heavily thudding against my rib cages till the sound was quite glaring.As my mind raced, I muttered a word under my breath of how I hoped this was all a dream I wanted so badly to wake up from.The more the hours trickled by the more evident it became that I wasn't dreaming—This was fucking reality.I opened my eyes and stared into the yellow eyes of the wolf that was before me—That apparently had the wrong color of pupil — Looking deep into the yellow eyes of the beast, I could tell it was most definitely an Omega and definitely not wild as it deep down in its core I could see humanity.What if this was one of his men?I thought to myself, it was hard to even think with the beast walking toward me on all paws.I closed my eyes again, this time for the worse as it was merely fee
LAURA.Turned out his name was Steve—This beautiful soul that saved me from a catastrophe waiting to happen.To me it was the most beautiful name, and a part of me felt I owed him.In a way I couldn't help looking back at his face.It seemed quite reflective, and so radiating that I could almost see my face in it. It's Steve's face of course. Long dark hair, matching eyes that were piercing deep into my soul, a smooth voice that sounded like music to my ears—it wasn't just my wolf clinging to this very gorgeousness. I was as well.“ . . . What would you like for dessert?" It was the first time he was speaking at that table.During that short while I could tell that he rarely spoke, and when he did, it was beautiful. So breathless…breathtaking.Seeing that I was being indecisive, he beckoned to a maid."Trust me on this one.” He winks. Turning his attention back to the maid that just arrived at his side of the table.I turned to the other end of the table where the lady I had seen
I wasn't sure if I was making the right decision, but I walked side by side next to him, and he kept staring at me.I chuckled, and he turned to me before he could spill what he had in his mind.“Steve!” A voice called from the main house.He groaned and turned to me, “Give me a minute, I’ll be right back” he said to me with a smile and walked into the main house to join his parents.I walked around the garden all by myself and the night was silent and peaceful, soothing my insecurity and burdens.“How can he possibly have feelings for me”“Is he sure about what he is saying?”“He barely knows me”“What if I am a spy from his enemy?” I thought to myself as I walked around.I wasn't sure if I was judging him or judging myself.He is entitled to his feelings, I am no one to judge what he feels, but I can't bring myself to accept his feelings, a feeling of barely forty-eight hours.“It's just impossible” I mumbled.It's even more absurd that I can't even tell what I feel toward him, “I
LAURA “Trapped” is the only word I can use to describe how I felt. The last thing I want to do is burden him with my problems but he keeps insisting I stay, in addition to that he says he loves me.“Me! Of all people, why me? How on earth will he have such feelings toward me? In my opinion I should be the last person he will have such feelings toward.I nervously stroll around the garden, rummaging my wobbling hand through my hair for the umpteenth time, trying to find at least one reason, just one to justify the fact that Alpha Steve loves me. “I am pregnant for goodness sake. Pregnant with someone else's child and he knows that!” I was frustrated and wiped away the tears slipping down my cheek.After roaming around helplessly for an hour or so, I gave up and made my way back to my room.I hastened my pace as I saw Amy coming my way, not wanting her to see my teary face at all. I immediately change my route and hurriedly walk into my room, slamming the door behind me and locking th
LAURA “Trapped” is the only word I can use to describe how I felt. The last thing I want to do is burden him with my problems but he keeps insisting I stay, in addition to that he says he loves me.“Me! Of all people, why me? How on earth will he have such feelings toward me? In my opinion I should be the last person he will have such feelings toward.I nervously stroll around the garden, rummaging my wobbling hand through my hair for the umpteenth time, trying to find at least one reason, just one to justify the fact that Alpha Steve loves me. “I am pregnant for goodness sake. Pregnant with someone else's child and he knows that!” I was frustrated and wiped away the tears slipping down my cheek.After roaming around helplessly for an hour or so, I gave up and made my way back to my room.I hastened my pace as I saw Amy coming my way, not wanting her to see my teary face at all. I immediately change my route and hurriedly walk into my room, slamming the door behind me and locking th