Chapter 11 - Bhakti

Throughout our time at home, Liam and I didn’t spend a day apart. Honestly, if it were up to him, I don’t think that we would spend an hour apart. I’m having a hard time not giving in. My wolf wants to be with her mate and anytime that we’re together it’s all that I can do not to jump him. But I can’t do that. There’s still this niggling fear in the back of my mind that says that he’s going to do it again. That he’s going to make me feel like crap again and it makes it so that I can’t give into the matebond fully, even though I desperately want to.

Liam has been extremely sweet and understanding. He goes at my pace, even though I can tell that he wants more. I can tell that he wants me to be his mate in every way that word entails. He’s slowly wearing me down.

Honestly, I want it, too. If I could just shut that stupid voice up, I would be. I think…I think I need more time. The male that Liam is showing me is the guy that I have seen him be with others. It’s the guy that