Anu's POV
My day can't be worse than this.
The whole day I spent being moody, one moment I would be fine and the other moment I would recall something hurtful that happened five years ago and cry over that. and the next moment i will laugh with Zakera for a lame joke. I had skipped breakfast but I had three cups of coffee and one pastry, after that I also had some junk food which is most likely not me.
After completing such a bad college day, Zakera and I returned to our hostel. I was feeling exhausted and also my leg was hurting a little so I thought about taking a nap.
It was almost evening when I woke up feeling slight pain in my abdomen.
as i guessed, my periods arrived.
Anu's POVI'm numb, but the next moment I would feel dozens of emotions that I can't process.I had no control over my tears, and thumping heart. Taking deep breaths, I tried to swallow the lump that I felt deep in my throat.Trying hard to stop my mind from thinking anything negative about my dad's health, I closed my eyes for a moment to recall his smiling face when he came to visit me last time.He was happy to know that I'm enjoying and peacefully living my college days. He was relieved to know that I've a friend with me who takes care of me in his absence. He was proud to know that I'm doing well in my studies. He was very happy.I still can't get over that moment when he cherished my
Rishi's POVWhen will I see her again ? this isn't a question. it's my desperation.I'm counting the days by minute.I miss her so damn much.It's been two weeks since she has been staying with her dad to take care of him, after two days of observation he was discharged from hospital. Anu had been staying with her dad to look after him till he got cured completely.Well, he's doing fine now, but Anu wants to spend some more time with her dad and she decides to extend her leave.I don't mind her decision to spend more time with her father, who is dealing with health issues. but my poor heart is missing her so much. there
Anu's POVRight now my feelings are running like fresh river water, which meets the salty water of the ocean and flows together. Both types of water get replaced from the old one just like how my thoughts have been replaced by him.This very feeling sucked every drop of sleep from my eyes in the last few days and the fun part is, I'm not even complaining.yup, i'm enjoying every second of thinking about him, it makes me feel like he's with me, right now, right here, beside me. blinking tiredly, I keep looking at the moon when his precious smiling face keeps flashing in front of my eyes, making me smile too.I've stopped pretending like he doesn't affect me in a way that no one ever did. I've stopped denying the inner voice that tried
Anu's POV My exactment has no boundaries as I kept feeding my head with imaginations of him saying "I love you too" as soon as I confessed my love. He makes my heart go up and down like the tides of the ocean. when I think positively about him accepting my proposal would take me to the highest point but again, my negative thoughts about him rejecting me would take me down. I couldn't control the rapid heartbeats I have been feeling since the morning. Even the tricks of taking long breaths and drinking a lot of water didn't help my poor heart.I guess, now only he can solve my heart problem. With a wide grin I combed my hair looking at myself in the mirror. For the first time, I looked genuinely happy. Like, I know this is my happiness and I deserve every bit of it. I own this happiness, this smile and these good feelings. I own the feeling about him, that makes me more happy. The glow was so evident on my face that I didn't have to use any kind of cream on my face. The pinkish bl
Anu’s POV Life is like a mystery book, you will never know what is next until you turn the page. When this morning i left for college feeling exhilarated for things that i anticipated after i made a decent proposal to Rishi. I was eager to witness his smile, his twinkling eyes, and his cute dimples following his smiles, last but not least his deep voice. Yes, more than any great musician's music, I love his voice. His voice soothes my soul. Just like how a mother’s voice can calm a crying toddler. Of course we used to talk via calls these days , but I wanted to feel his voice from being beside him , not from being miles away from him. Though the distance did good to us, the distance made me realise how madly i’m in love with him and i’m thankful to the distance we had since last few days because if not this distance happened to us i would have still neglected the need of my heart by covering up with lame excuses and would have missed my first love story that has just began, yet
Rishi's POV I washed my mouth after a hasty action of brushing my teeth. spitting the water out on basing i blew air on my palm to make sure that my bad breath has gone. " Perfect " I mumbled as I smelled fresh mint flavour in my breath, perhaps my breath smelled good unlike the previous day. This sickness has made me look like a geek in just one day, till a few minutes ago I myself couldn't stand my bad breath. Of course after throwing up all day out of fever my mouth had to smell like that. yuck!! but thanks to the mint flavour toothpaste, no more bad breath. smiling wide in front of the bathroom mirror, I checked if my teeth were clean and neat and my eyes slowly travelled to my messy and dirty hair that I haven't combed for two days. my face looked grimy and dull. eyes are tired and sunken. licking the dry and lifeless lips of mine, I gazed at myself in the mirror for a good few seconds. I looked so much different than what I'd look normally. I didn't think that just t
Anu’s POV Burying my face deep into the pillow, I growled out of embarrassment. Even if I don't want to think about it, my mind automatically goes back to that moment without my permission and makes me parelise. No amount of curse can replace the cretinous feeling inside me. Never thought that I could be so dense at times. But what could I do if he looked so alluring and eye pleasing even being sick ? above that he initiated the kiss and i couldn’t hold back myself anymore. Before today, I had imagined his lips on mine many times. I’ve imagined how his lips would feel while ruining mine, I imagined how I would be feeling in that peak moment. I’ve dreamt about kissing him, hugging him but all my imagination and dreams felt less and underestimated then what I experienced today. The kiss was quick, merely lasting 6-7 seconds. But in these few seconds he showed me different worlds and made me feel entirely different things that I've never come in contact with before. I’m not
Rishi’s POV " you're stupid, ohh wait wait....actually if stupidity had a face then it would look like you. " Ram mocked me as i glared at him for the nth time in last few hours and still he won’t shut his bloody stupid mouth. " Will you stop blathering ? ``Retorting back at him, I took a deep breath to calm myself. Ram has been a pain in my ass since the time I told him that Anu didn’t say I love you too when I had proposed to her. I know things happened in a hustle, it wasn't a very planned proposal nor was it prepared. Yet I was sure about my actions, I knew exactly what I was doing. After she left abruptly from my apartment, I was restless and anxious. I tried to get her on call but she isn't responding at all. The whole day I spent in guilt of stealing the kiss from her made things more awkward between us. It was nearly late at night when I decided to make things clear and neat with her. I was ferocious about everything that made me feel like I would lose her if I didn't