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34 - rumor has it
kol
did i consider myself the luckiest man to grace this odious planet? with complete, and absolute ease. no, i didn’t. i felt like i am a freak of nature, a mistake...a major hiccup in mother nature’s plan...but lara daisy-jane made the world seem a little less evil and-and when i was with her i felt human.
she was my reminder that good was still present and existing amongst the tragedies and horrors of humanity.-like who i was, and what i become when my rage gets out of control.
i had never been religious growing up, but i figuratively prayed that she would be happy and healthy in the future years. i also prayed that i’d find a cure to make my lycan gene go dormant again...i was only my happiest while with her.
...if lara could have cured me of my curse or at least silenced my
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Twisted Love 35 - dream a little dream of me
kol ~ last year, july 30th ~ i didn’t realize lara was back until she had shaken me awake, and when that barely worked she sat herself on top of my torso, causing slight discomfort enough to wake me. i let out a groan as i squinted up at her, she had a cheeky smile and her bottom lip was bitten between her teeth. her loose sandy blonde ringlets atop her head framed her beautiful face better than i could have imagined in my sweetest dream. “hey there, mr. sleepy head.” god, her voice was what i lived for, and i could never hear it enough throughout the day, she could talk my ear off, or talk me into slumber and i would still crave to have the silky melody to consume me.
Twisted Love 36 - hurt
kol bodaway took me to the location where they found elijah’s car. it was completely wrecked, it had fallen into a deep creek that was at the bottom of a short clif. bodaway just watched me as i paced back and forth scanning the creek’s bed and murky water. i kept shaking my head, as i was unable to catch a scent of her, or see anything that belonged to her. “i know it hurts, kol.” bodaway said softly, as he lit a cigarette. i just looked over at him and he was looking at me as if his eyes were trained on me. i walked over to the elijah’s half-sunk car, stepping into the creek doing so. i swam up to
Twisted Love 37 - drive
kol day dreams of her and i keep coming into my mind, like fast waves, not like the slow gentle waves of the tides of the ocean that gently hit the store. who was i to deny my sweet daisy a jar of pickles and a milkshake at the fine hour of ten in the evening? if she had wanted fresh crepes from her favorite small french cafe for breakfast every morning. i’d gladly order her crepes, and go get them every morning before she woke up. she was munching on the sour food i never found appeitizing while we laid in bed watching the television. i heard her crunching over the volume from the mounted screen and i chuckled. she turned toward me with a questioning glance as to why i was laughing when the topic of the movie was a family experiencing a terrifying haunting in their ‘new’ house that was built in the year 1963, th
Twisted Love 38 - medicine man
kol i don’t remember a single second of anything from telling lara daisy-jane i loved her to waking up to a blinding ceiling light and the sound of a ceiling fan spinning. bodaway and this other man were chatting by the door that led to the outside. i opened and closed my eyes a few times, and my surroundings didn’t change. i tried to move my arms and i couldn’t. i tried again, but I couldn't. i look over to my wrists and saw that i was being restrained in a bed. “are you going to kill me?” i blurted out, my voice raspy. my eyes darted over to them once again, and they quickly looked over at me.
Twisted Love 39 - shots part 1
kol “let’s get another round of shots! we are getting married tomorrow!” octavia exclaimed, wrapping her arms around my neck as i just sat motionless at the bar. she was pregnant, yet she still chose to party for this one night before my impending doom became a reality. i’ve been drinking, to the point santo had a sit down with me, two weeks ago, saying that i’m not becoming the man that lara would’ve wanted me to be. i didn’t give a fuck. she was gone...she left me. while i’m stuck
Twisted Love 40 - the ghost of her part 2
kol based on how i’ve studied octavia during the past three months, there’s no reasoning with her. you’ll have to give her what she wants, if one doesn’t...she will make your life a living hell. i was already living my personal hell since lara passed. “what about i bring you home and we drink a glass of wine when we get there?” i suggested, already annoyed. “whatever,” she responds and points a finger at my chest playfully. “let’s go to yours.” “let me get a taxi.” i murmured, raising my head up to stop one that was about to drive past us. i didn’t help her get in the backseat and walk around to get in on the other side.
Twisted Love 41 - stoner billy?
“do you actually believe him?” “yes, i got to…” bodaway sighs looking up at the night sky, he is just admiring the stars of the universe. “...i must believe him, for if she’s actually gone i don’t know what i’d do.” he exhales.-you could hear his heart ache. “what if this is all a part of his broken heart for two trying to cope with her death?” bodaway turns to his life long friend ganesh, he looks up at him with heavy eyes. “i’m not getting my hopes up for her still being alive,” he tells his friend, “I’m giving my niece the fighting chance to be found dead or alive by putting my trust into-” “the luna beasts can’t be trusted,” ganesh cut off bodaway with a heated tone in his voice. “we haven’t ever spotted one since-” he trails off, shaking his head. “t
Twisted Love 42 - feels like home
lara “the world is going to be taking a turn for the better, and it will be all thanks to you and your pups.” i said nothing in response to what he was rambling on to me as we sat in an all white room that had white everything. he had forced me to sit with him for dinner. i haven’t touched my food, it just was going to become cold and be wasted. i didn’t know what was in it. it could be laced with poison or drugged. “there will be less problems, less diseases, and a cure for cancer,” he said with a smile as he sliced a piece of his steak. “just less to worry about.” he winked at me as he placed a slice of his steak into his mouth. everyone since i woke up has been telling me that i was so vital to this lab, and their rese
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