“Girl, narinig niyo ba?” Bulong ni Jazz sa amin habang nasa Cafeteria kami. “Bagong chismis? Department?” sagot ni Dalcy. Napailing nalang ako sa kanila. Hindi yata talaga nauubusan. “Sa medtech beh, mukhang inimbitahan si Doc. Gavilan sa isang birthday party. Kilala mo naman si Justine di ba? He's close pala sa gwapo nating doctor.” Naintriga ako. May close pala si Zairon dito? Lumilikot na naman muli ang isip ko. “O eh, ano naman ngayon? Hindi naman tayo imbitado.” Sagot ni Dalcy at sumubo ng spaghetti. “Iyon na nga! Inimbitahan niya ang buong department natin dahil may girlfriend siya sa block 1.” sabay gesture pa niya sa kaniyang kamay.“Wow, talaga? So, pupunta ba tayo?” na e-excite na tanong ni Dalcy.I paused in the middle of my bite when they both turned to look at me with innocent eyes. I just raised one eyebrow and continued eating.“Punta tayo girl, please?” Sabay puppy eyes nilang dalawa at pinagdikit ang mga kamay. Na parang nagdadasal na papayag ako. “Ayoko.” Sagot
“Are you okay?” Napamaang nalang ako sa tanong niya. “Why did you shout? May nambastos ba sayo?” Salubong na kilay niya pang tanong. Hindi ako makasagot at tiningnan lang ang mukha niya. “Hey.. Laurene.” Kumurap ako at nginitian siya ng pag alinlangan. “O-okay lang ako. Nagpapractice lang ako maging biritera.” Rason ko at kunwari pang tumitikhim upang magsimulang kumanta ulit. “Ahem, ahem..” Hindi ko na mabasa ang reaksiyon niya dahil sa rason ko. Kahit naman ako ay mawiwindang kung may sumisigaw tapos ang rason ay nag vo-voice lesson lang pala. Tumaas ang kilay niya kalaunan at nakita ko pang umangat ang gilid ng kaniyang labi. “Pinapractice pa pala ‘yan?” “Ha? Ang ano?” “Ang pagkanta,” he smirked. “Sa naalala ko, magaling ka na.” “Eh?” Hindi ko ma gets ang ibig niyang sabihin at dala ko iyon hanggang sa bahay. Doon ko lang nakuha ang meaning no’n nang aksidente kong nakita ang mga toys ko. Hindi ko pa kasi ito tinapon at tinago lang pero sinigurado kong walang makakita. Na
Warning/ R-18No matter how much I convince myself not to be affected, my feelings only grow stronger. For three years without seeing him, I thought I was just scared that he would take my children away, but no. I'm scared of my own feelings for him because even now, my heart is still the same, still beating for him. It's far from what I felt with Zaiden.To be honest, Zaiden was a challenge for me because I was the one chasing him. I fell in love with him because of what he did for me in the past. He protected me like he was my shining armor, which is why I was so eager to know him. In the process, I became obsessed with catching his attention. I didn't know that the night with Zairon would leave me feeling confused.May kaibahan kaya naguguluhan na ako pero dahil hindi pumasok sa aking isip na may kambal ang Professor, akala ko talaga ay mas lalo lamang dumagdag ang nararamdaman ko. When I heard that he got a girlfriend three years ago, I took it to heart but I let it be, especiall
Pigil hininga kong inaabot ang susi dahil kahit magbulag-bulagan ako, masyadong porma ang alaga niya sa kaniyang pantalon. Namumukol iyon at kahit siguro takipan ay mahahalata."You're really a big tease, Laurene," he suddenly said. Naging mas seryoso ang kanyang mukha. Ang kanyang mga mata ay nagpapakita ng halo-halong damdamin - pagnanais, frustrasyon, at baka kaunting kasiyahan. His lips, which were soft when he kissed me, were now tight, showing he was trying to control his feelings. His gaze was still intense, but there was a change in it.Nataranta ako at iniiwasan na lamang na tumingin sa kaniya. Bumaling nalang ako sa pintuan at hinawakan ang doorknob ngunit maramdaman ko nalang na lumapat ang likod ko sa pintuan at mahigpit siyang napahawak sa baywang ko. Kinulong na niya ako at sobrang lapit na naming dalawa.“Z-zairon..” I stuttered, kinakaban ako pero hindi naman ako takot, na e-excite ako. Walanghiya! "This is the first time I can't control my body when you're around, L
Warning: /R-18The same night, he told me that he will grab some clothes for me to wear. Pinunit niya kasi ang damit ko kaya ay hubut hubad akong nakaupo sa higaan at hinihintay siya. We just did it one round at hindi na nasundan pa dahil gusto niyang umalis na kami sa Mansiyon. I asked him if the drug was still there and he said yes but he's better than earlier. Hindi na siya nahihilo at nakakaya na niyang tumayo. The drugs lasted for 3-6 hours but the drugs remained in the body for days. We lasted for less hour at alam kong hindi agad huhupa ang libog sa katawan niya. He returned with a bundle of clothes in his arms. He set them down on the bed, then turned to look at me with a soft smile."Here, try these on," he said, handing me a simple shirt and a skirt? "They should fit you well."Tumango ako at sinimulang isuot ang ibinigay niyang damit. Habang nagbibihis, hindi ko maiwasang mag-isip. Ano ang susunod na mangyayari? Saan kami pupunta?Nang natapos akong magbihis, tinignan niy
"Hindi ako naniniwalang wala kang ginalaw. May girlfriend ka three years ago, Zairon." Nagsalubong ang kilay niya. "Girlfriend ko lang iyon dahil kay lolo pero hindi ko kailan man hinalikan at ginalaw iyon. Ikaw lang ang gusto ko at papasukin palagi Laurene. Sayo lang ako lumigaya ng ganito." Wala talagang filter ang bibig niya. Masyado siyang straightforward magsalita. Napabuntung-hininga nalang ako at tinaas ko ang aking pwet dahil nakatanim pa ang alaga niya sa butas ko. Akma niya sana akong pipigilan pero diniinan ko ang aking pagkababae sa kahabaan niya. Napakagat siya ng labi nang unti-unti ko ng tinaas baba ang aking pwet at dahil sa katas naming dalawa, mas magiging madali nalang ang pagbaon ko sa alaga niya. Mahina akong napaungol nang mas diniinan niya pa ang pwet ko at nag umpisa na naman akong makaramdam ng pag iinit. "Kaya hindi kita kayang kalimutan dahil sa ganitong side mo. You're fucking beautiful when you're moaning and when you're pounding on top of me. Fuck.. A
“Zaiden..” Tumayo siya at bumaling sa akin. Sinamahan niya kasing maglaro si Cole sa sahig. Pagkakita ng kambal ay agad silang tumakbo upang yakapin ako sa tuhod. “Mommy! Mommy! Tito Zaiden bought me toys! Look oh!” Cole raised his car toys to show it to me. “Mommy, he bought many books! Tito Zaiden will teach me how to read!” Nagniningning ang matang sambit ni Calia habang yakap-yakap ang books niyang bago. I smiled at the sight of their excitement, my heart swelling with joy. "Wow, those are some great toys and books, huh?" I said, crouching down to their level. I ruffled Cole's hair and gave Calia's books an appreciative look. "That's really nice of Tito Zaiden. What do you say?""Thank you, Tito Zaiden!" the twins chorused, their eyes shining with pure delight.Zaiden chuckled, his eyes soft as he looked at the twins. "You're welcome, kiddos. I'm glad you liked them," He then turned his gaze to me, a warm smile spreading across his face. "And how about you, Laurenestine? How wa
“Are you scared?" Hindi ako umimik. Napakagat siya ng labi at nakonsensiya yata siya. "I'm sorry..” he reached my hand and kissed it. “I'm sorry baby, sasamahan mo naman ako sa bahay di ba?” Napabuntung-hininga nalang ako. “Oo, Pero kailangan muna nating itago ang ugnayan natin, Zairon. Graduating na ako, ayokong masira ang image ko rito.” Hinila ko pabalik ang kamay ko at di na siya tiningnan pa. Matagal siyang makasagot at parang hindi siya talaga sang ayon sa sitwasyon namin. “Hindi ko gusto ang ideya na itinatago ka, Laurene,” he finally said, his voice filled with frustration. “Pero kung iyon ang gusto mo, sige. Magtatago tayo. Pero hindi ito magiging permanent. Hindi ako magiging kampante hangga't hindi alam ng lahat na akin ka.”I felt a chill run down my spine at his words. It was clear that Zairon was serious about this, and it scared me. But at the same time, I couldn't deny the part of me that was drawn to him.“Okay,” I finally said while meeting his gaze."But I hope, ju