Chapter 59

HAZEL

I've been avoiding Ethan for the past few days, ever since our second date. It's not that I don't want to see him or spend time with him, but I can't shake this overwhelming feeling that's been building inside me ever since we kissed. It's like my heart has a mind of its own, and it's racing ahead of me, skipping steps and leading me straight into dangerous territory.

I've been telling myself off for feeling so much for Ethan. After all, we've only known each other for a short time, and we're still getting to know each other. But every time I see him, every time he smiles at me or brushes his hand against mine, my resolve crumbles, and I find myself falling deeper and deeper into this whirlwind of emotions.

I feel I should put some distance between us, give myself time to sort out my feelings and figure out what I want. But every time I try, something pulls me back to him, like a magnet drawing me in. It's frustrating and exhilarating all at once, and I don't know how to make