I closed my eyes and accepted my death. It was better than continuing to live to pay for my endless bills, right? Besides, I did not have a family to begin with. No one will miss me. No one cared for me.
I was certain I would die at that point, but someone suddenly grabbed my hand.“Don’t you dare die when I told you not to, Keira. You still have something to do for me. I promise Father I will not come home if you are not coming with me.”My eyes flashed open, and I saw Alpha Lennox, veins popping from his hands and forehead.A gasp escaped from my lips as I looked down.The angry waves below were waiting for my helpless body and killing me in the process.I was a few seconds from my death.Heart hammering, I whispered, “Alpha Lennox?”He was naked on the top of his body.I never liked him after rejecting me, but right now, as he struggled to pull me up and save me from death, he was the sexiest male werewolf in my eyes—a hero.“Accept my proposition, Keira.”Proposition?My mind loaded longer than usual.I felt my muscles weakening and my wrist hurting from Alpha Lennox's tightly gripping.“What? I don’t understand—” Oh. Was he talking about that?Alpha Lennox groaned. “You’re not this heavy, Keira. Accept my proposal,” he uttered in agony.“If I don’t?”“I will leave you here and let them catch you.”“Fuck you!” I cursed. “This is not romantic at all! You never change, do you? You are still the same asshole I met before.”Alpha Lennox gritted his teeth. It was clear he was already hurting, but why didn't he just pull me up entirely, and we will no longer be suffering?“Not trying to be one. My hand is already aching. Decide. Do you want me to drop you or not?”“Of course, I want to live, asshole!”Alpha Lennox's eyes brightened. “Will you accept my proposal?”Did I have a choice?If I won't, he will drop me completely!“Fine! Just help me reach the ground.”As if I did not weigh anything at all, Alpha Lennox pulled me up.My knees gave up as I struggled to control my breathing. When I calmed down, I stared at Alpha Lennox.He, too, was gasping for air.My heart pounded, and irritation towards him was getting stronger until I could not stop myself and slapped him hard.Alpha Lennox looked at me with disbelief. "What was that for? Is that how you should thank me for saving you?""That's for being an asshole earlier," I responded, glaring at him. "That's for threatening to drop me, you idiot!"Alpha Lennox's mouth dropped. "Asshole? Idiot? You sure do have a lot of vocabulary, Keira. Ungrateful brat.""That makes us even. Anyways, how did you find me?” I thought I was already a goner. “Did you stalk me? Are you that desperate for me to say yes? Alpha Lennox. Let me inform you that stalking is a crime in the human world.”“If I did not follow you, the waves would be feasting on your body right now. Do you prefer dying that way, huh?” he asked.He followed me because he wanted something from me. Period.“Thank you very much,” I uttered with sarcasm, and even if my knees were shivering, I stood but nearly fell. Automatically, Alpha Lennox caught me.His blue-green eyes drew me in, and I had nearly forgotten the raging waves below us.“Sarcasm will not help,” he responded and let me go. "It was wrong, I know. Forgive me."My body protested at the loss of contact and grabbed my hands and ran in whatever direction.Wow. "Since when did you learn how to say sorry? You were nothing but a bastard before.""I learned it today. Now. Are you happy?" He glanced everywhere and sniffed the air. "Your friends are coming to capture you again." With that, he grabbed my hand.“W-wait, Alpha Lennox. Where are you taking me?”I could no longer match his pace. He was fast. My short legs could not match his long strides.“Somewhere safe where we can talk,” he answered and ran even faster. Shifting into our wolves would be better and quicker, but I did not know why he did not ask me to. Perhaps he was also tired?Despite the darkness, I inspected his body, looking for any wounds, but found none. He did not fight them."Talking should be the last of our concerns. Desperate much?"He threw me an irritated look.The twigs snapped under our feet while the birds flew away as we advanced. I was unfamiliar with the forest, but it seemed Alpha Lennox was a regular here and knew the terrain."Why don't we shift?" I could not help but ask.Did he think of my welfare? Shifting into our wolves will take some time.My eyes darted at his hand on my wrist.Eyes ahead but alert, he countered, "Do you want me to see you naked?"My cheeks flushed in embarrassment. "Of course not.""I will just think you are thinking of my welfare."I did not know how long we were running in the woods, but the next thing I realized, we were already out of the woods, and a car was waiting for us.“I-is that yours?”Breathing heavily, Alpha Lennox answered, “Who else if not mine? Get in. I smell their foul stench. They are getting nearer. Hop in.”Without being told, I opened the door on the passenger’s seat and sat next to him.“Buck in.”“Do you know the way?”“Like the back of my hand,” he responded and started the engine and drove like lightning.My hands gripped the dashboard."Hey! Please drive safely! You may have saved me from them, but I will die from a heart attack!"Alpha Lennox threw me a furious look. "Be grateful, Keira. I just saved your butt from your captors. Stop being an ungrateful brat, and let me focus."Rolling my eyes, I slammed my back on my seat.Alpha Lennox was now following the cemented road. It was getting darker.The clock said it was already 11 o'clock in the evening.At least I was far from harm now for now."So, who is the bastard who wanted you dead?" Alpha Lennox asked after a long silence.I heaved a sigh and closed my eyes while massaging my neck."They said an alpha hired them. Honestly, at first, I thought it was you."Alpha Lennox cursed, but I think it was not because of what I said—more like because of a bear who suddenly jumped onto the road. The car turned to a complete stop for a moment.Still closing my eyes, I muttered, "Careful of the bears. Or they will be the end of us."I heard him say words like, "I'm not fond of them.""Why did you think it was me?""Like hello. You were the only alpha who was furious at me for running away. I was an omega of our pack and became a rogue. Then, our last conversation was not that good. It felt like I robbed your money.""Do you believe I would kill you?"I heaved a sigh.He may be my previous alpha, but fully trusting him would be my greatest mistake."Who knows, Alpha Lennox? I think you are capable of doing that. When I was at the pack, I heard gossip from the other servants that you once killed a delta for angering you."Alpha Lennox scoffed. "And you believe them?""Why not? You are scary. I was even scared knowing you were my mate. Past tense. Were."I puffed out the air."Hiring someone to kill you is cowardice. Suppose I want to kill you, Keira. I will do it with my own hands. It would be a fast kill."A shiver ran down my spine, imagining what he could do."If you manage to kill me, I will make sure I give an extra fight. I will also kill you.""Keira. You speak highly of yourself. Do you know how to kill? Did you see someone taking their breath?" I fell silent. "That is what I am talking about, Keira. You cannot kill me. You do not have the desire to kill someone.""Do not mock my inability to kill you, Alpha Lennox."After a long pause on the road, Alpha Lennox started the car's engine."Where are you taking me?"The road was getting familiar. I believed we were entering the city now."To your house so that your kidnappers will successfully kill you," he answered with full sarcasm."No need to give me that tone. I am fully aware that someone is after my life.""Two people, to be precise. Another one is Arturo."My eyes snapped open. "You know about him?"Using the front mirror, Allha Lennox glanced at me. "I did some investigations.""Personal investigation?" I doubted he would do that."Yeah. I did. Arturo Salvacion. Constantly involved with all illegal activities. Why did you entangle yourself in such a dangerous man?"I sighed. "Do tell me. You did investigate me, Alpha Lennox.""Dylan Salvacion. Another junkie. A few months ago, you put him behind bars. However, he died there."I felt the blood drain from my body. How did he manage to pull out that information? I was careful that nobody would know about my entanglement with the Salvacion brothers. Still, Alpha Lennox was able to find out about this."You did investigate me," I muttered, trying to pretend I was calm. But the fast pounding of my chest would always lead me away. "Why? Don't tell me you suddenly have the urge to protect your mate. I rejected you. We are technically no longer mates."And it was the most painful experience of all. I crumbled on my bed for many weeks when I stepped outside my room, and I was acting tough so that the others would stop bullying me for the rejection."Don't get me wrong, Keira. I am only protecting you because I still need you. After my father dies, I will toss you like a rug."I leaned back on the chair. “You have not changed a bit. You are still good at using people to your advantage. Why does everybody treat me like trash?” I mumbled.Glancing at me and returning his eyes to the road ahead of him, Alpha Lennox replied, “Because you allowed people to treat you one. Do you know what I remember about you? An omega who let anyone trample her. Weak. Cry baby and hide at Father’s side whenever you have the chance too. The confusing part was Alpha John kept on siding with you and defending you against your bullies. The more you ask for his help, the more I hate you. He keeps on ordering me to defend you from our packmates. But I did not listen to them. That time, I was a jerk who allowed those bullies to continue their hostilities."Those were one of the endless reasons why he rejected me? Was it my fault that Alpha John was the only kind person who knows my struggle?"Congratulations on your photographic memory," I said with sarcasm. “You only see my weakness a
Alpha Lennox was the one who looked away first—served him right. Being in the human world as a rogue made me toughen and helped me deal with assholes like him. "Look, Keira," he started to explain. "Yeah?" I replied, showing my indifference. Alpha Lennox heaved a sigh while looking at the ceiling. “Why don’t we settle our differences right now? Acting in love will be difficult if we have some hatred against each other.”"That is not an easy thing to do, especially if you are acting like this. You always have a lot to say about anything to the point of saying things under the belt.""Shit," he muttered under his breath and continued walking. "Why did I have to deal with the likes of you?"Tailing after him, I questioned, “How long will we do this? I want this to be done sooner, the better.”Alpha Lennox’s steps faltered, glanced over his shoulder, and retorted, “The doctor had given him roughly six months to live.”Silence passed between us. My irritation was temporarily forgotten.
Something warm engulfed me and I snuggled closer to it. Moaning, I extended my arms around the snuggly and hard object. Something cozy snaked closer to my waist and my body was lifted in the air.Wait. What? Why would my body be lifted? Was I dreaming?Someone was saying something. A familiar man’s voice. Alpha Lennox. I snapped my eyes open and was greeted by the alpha’s blue-green eyes. Ocean. Why did he carry me again? Did something happen? “Keira. You are awake,” he said, smiling.Why would he even smile at me? Realization dawned on me. Alpha Lennox was carrying me! To my surprise, I punched him in his jaw. He released me and I fell on the bed with a yelp.Horrified, I watched him. “Why did you touch me?” Using my arms, I covered my chest even if I was still decent. Pointing my trembling hands at him, I added, “You are finally showing your true colors! I should have never allowed you to sleep in the same room. This is insane. This is a mistake. There is no way I am sharing a
I rolled my eyes, watching the slow rise and fall of his breathing. It would be better if Lennox continued sleeping. He looked innocent and kind with that expression, with his hand covering his eyes while the other one was under his head. Careful not to wake him, I tiptoed and sauntered toward his bed. Hovering over him, I continued staring at him. He looked sexy. Handsome by just sleeping. Was that also the reason why his woman loved him? Did they have the best relationships? There will always be a lot of unanswered questions, and I did not want to bring them to Lennox. Asking about his personal life was not part of the deal, even if I wanted to know more about him. Yes.Perhaps that was because of the bond we shared, which was not even severed after the rejection. Was I still waiting for him to accept me for who I was? Maybe not. All I wanted was to get rid of all the feelings I had for him. Alpha Lennox stirred in his sleep. Instantly, I backed away, afraid that I would be
Not only was Zoe the only one who was taken aback at my statement, but I also. Since when did I become Lennox's woman?Betrayal. Pain.Disappointment.Those were the emotions I saw in Zoe's eyes. Her silent tears continued pouring. My guilt was always killing me.Sorry, Zoe. “I knew it," Zoe mumbled. She faced Alpha Lennox. "How could you continue lying straight in my face, Lennox? This woman had already told the truth. And now you’re going to deny it?”“We don’t have any relationship," he said softly. Looking at me, he said, "Take back what you said, Keira.”I stood and stood up to them. I will not take back what I said. Zoe was getting on my nerves, and she forced me to lie, to say something which I didn't even do. “We are mates,” I informed. " You know our ways. We always choose our mates." Not on Lennox's situation. The woman’s anger died and was replaced by shock. Her mouth quivered. “M-mates? Lennox, you did not tell me you had already found her. You said even if you fo
"You want me that much?" Alpha Lennox asked. The corner of his lips lifted as if he had confirmed something. He may be thinking I was an easy girl, that I liked him that much. Fine. Alpha Lennox could think whatever he wanted as long as he kissed me. I shrugged and said, "I want to know if you still have an effect on me after you rejected me. If you are that scared that you might have feelings for me, then we don't have to seal the deal with a—"My eyes widened when Alpha Lennox suddenly pulled me into him and kissed me thoroughly on my lips. That was unexpected. I did not react at first, taken off guard. Eager that much? What if he secretly desired me? That he was only hiding his feelings because I was an omega? What if I was successful like Zoe? Will he accept me?Shut up, Keira. This man loved Zoe—something he could not give to you. I shivered when sparks flew between us, with our bond strengthening more than ever. I could feel his wolf for a moment between our bond. He pu
Back when I was staying at this pack, I already knew Tate had a sick sense of humor and never made the situation serious. Like now. I almost believed him for a moment. Almost.Alpha Lennox looked at me hard as if by doing that he could check if Tate was kidding or not. However, like him, I was also confused. The thick tension spread among the three of us. As if these two were mates. As if they both wanted me and I could not choose between them. Knowing I had to say something to lighten the mood, I chuckled saying, "Stop kidding, will you? Alpha Lennox might believe you.""I am not, doll." He was not, but his facial expression was amused. "It's okay for me. I have known you for a long time. I will have no problem adjusting to your personality."Such beautiful words. Almost unrealistic.But no.If what he was saying was true, I could not afford to ruin our relationship. I sucked in a breath, my irritation surfacing. Giving Tate my most poisonous glare, I said, "Not now, okay? You can
14. Plans for the Future?The first words that came to my mind were, “Yes! I will be marrying your son! I will take the plunge and give you a dozen grandchildren that your back will hurt from looking after them.”I love Lennox. I still did. But reconciling with him and mending the bond was not the reason why I came here. Besides, there was Zoe. He loved her. Truly loved her. I was about to say the opposite words in my mind, but Alpha John was looking at us with hopeful eyes. Dang.My guilt was eating me. It felt like a tiny dagger was stabbed straight into my chest. If he knew the truth, he will die fast. That is why you should push through with your plan. Marry Lennox. How will I manage to kill the hope in his eyes? What if giving him a grandchild was enough to make him want to live again?“Dad. That is something Keira and I had not discussed,” Alpha Lennox stated, rushing on my defense. I gave him a relieved expression. “Why? Almost all mated pairs are either having a child