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Ch 33: It's Okay
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Under Control Ch 34: Please Don't
Amilia pov:I'd been on the edge of my seat all day, today is the day we get to New York. I couldn't be more excited, I would get here and find Azrael. I'd tell her everything, explain and hopefully we could put this behind us.Jeremy seemed to have a nice time driving us there, he was admiring the cities that passed before we got there. 2 weeks being on the run, almost 9 months being away from Azy, I was ready for all of this to be over."We're 20 minutes out." He told me. I nodded and felt the excitement course through my body like a drug."I'm happy to be back. I want you to meet her, I'm sure she'd like you." The smile on my face hurt, I just couldn't stop."Aw! Does this mean we're friends?" He bumped my shoulder with his. Rolling my eyes and laughing I bumped him back."Kinda hard not to when you've traveled across America with someone." He laughed and stopped at a red light."You'd be surprised what I've done." The light turned green and we took off again.Everything around me
Under Control Ch 35: Painful Thoughts
Damien Pov:That was unexpected. Why the hell is Amilia back? What the hell is going on?I chased after Az, she was stomping away with a confused look on her face. Catching up I placed a hand on her shoulder and tried to slow her down."Az…""I wanna go home." She mumbled, shrugging my hand off her shoulder."Okay let's-" my phone went off, interrupting what I was gonna say. Giving an apologetic smile I pulled out the device."Hello?""You need to get to the Bronx now." Axe's voice came through, he sounded winded as he spoke."I'm kind in the middle of something." I tried to give an excuse."Don't care. I found some of Donny's men. Get here now." This caught my attention. Anything related to Donny was valuable."I'll be there. Give me 10." Hanging up, I looked at my distraught sister.She looked like she saw a ghost. Her hands shook as she lifted a cig to her lips, weakly taking a hit from it. Going closer I pulled her into a hug and held her at an arm's distance."We got word on Don
Under Control Ch 36: Fixer Up
Jeremy pov:I'm worried about Amilia. She hasn't left her room in months. She just stays in her bed and sleeps. She barely eats and drinks, I'm not even sure if she uses the bathroom.I saw her twice in the past two months, she looked awful. Her hair was messy, her eyes puffy, marks on her skin I hadn't seen before. All of this ended today, I need her to pull herself somewhat together.Opening her door with Em, we peak our heads in to see if she's alive. She was hiding under a blanket, quiet sniffling coming from the spot. We enter and shush each other to try and stay quiet."l know you're there, what do you want?" She threw the blanket off her and looked at us with a glare."Ogh god!" I couldn't stop myself from gawking at her."Wow… it's like a nest." Em whispered to me.Her hair was thrown everywhere, it looked closer to a bird's nest than actual hair. Pinching Emily for the remark I move a little closer and try not to notice the depressing smell."Hi sweetie, how ya doing?" I sit
Under Control Ch 37: Little Truths, Lots Of Lies
Amilia pov:This is so fucking dumb…I was dressed in a long sleeve crop top, a black pleated skirt, and thigh high heels. I had jewelry on and my make up done to perfection, I had to for the job Emily got me.It wasn't bad but not something I was fully comfortable with. I didn't have a choice really, I needed to focus on something other than Azrael. So I turned to work, I threw myself into this job for the past 2 weeks.Emily worked the same shifts as me, Jermey took to street racing and small robberies. We were slowly becoming a dangerous trio. Sleeping during the day and up all night, sometimes even drinking and partying the night away.Some nights Jeremy would take us street racing with him, Emily and I would dress slutty and throw the flags down. He was getting really popular, really fast, I'm happy hes succeeding.Slowly I was coming out of my shell and starting to hate life like I used to. Now I was in Flux and dancing on a small circle platform with a pole in the middle. I put
Under Control Ch 38: Reconnected?
Amilia pov:I woke to the sound of beeping, my body felt heavy and ached. Everything was blurry when I first opened my eyes, it took a couple minutes to register where I was.It was a hospital?"You're awake." Azrael's voice caught my attention. Turning my head in her direction I saw her give a small smile, paying with the box in her hand."What happened? Where am I?" I tried not to panic but it grew harder when I could tell that this wasn't a hospital."You're safe, you overdosed on pills." She sounded upset. It slowly came back to me, the truth of what I did, running away, taking the pills."Oh god… oh god…" I panicked, the heart monitor sounding out louder as I tried to remove the tubes in my arm."Stop moving. Stop!" She held my hands and stopped me from moving. My mind flashed to Mike holding me down, the same words leaving his mouth."Get off me, get off me." I slapped her hands away, crying and weakly trying to get away. She looked confused but I didn't care, I didn't want to b
Under Control Ch 39: Our Secret
Azrael pov:Why'd I do it?I woke up that morning feeling regretful of what I did, I forget the way Lily has me feeling after we hook up. I would feel drained and guilty. I just needed an escape from reality for a moment.She tried keeping me in bed that morning but I left as soon as I could. I dragged myself back to my house and spent the rest of the week avoiding Josie and Amilia. I can't avoid them for long, I'd just been mostly working at my company or working late with the gang. Stalking late at night for Donny or Mike's men, even though we haven't seen Mike's men. It's still smart to keep an eye out.Josie tried to talk to me this morning but I left before she could, heading to a hidden facility instead. It's a short drive of 10 minutes including traffic. I take my duffle bag out and walk a block before turning into an alleyway. It has stairs that go down on the right side of a builidng, at the bottom laid a heavy metal door.Going to it I give a knock and passcode before gett
Under Control Ch 40: Danger
Amilia pov:I'm mad at Azrael.She keeps going along with my flirting or teasing but doesn't man up and do it herself. She mostly lets me do it and stops when things start heating up. I just wanted to be close with her again.I don't give a fuck about Josephine, for all I care she can go fuck herself. I want Azrael, and eventually I'm gonna get her. She'll cave and I'll sneak my way back into her heart, where I belong. Until then I'm suffering in silence."We're gonna be late!" Em opens my door, throws a pillow at my face and leaves right after. "You're an animal!" I shouted back, groaning that I had to get up and work.It doesn't take me long to get dressed and leave, the short ride to Flux was nothing. By the time I'm no longer spacing out, I'm dressed up and already dancing on my platform. I stopped doing drugs in hope it doesn't push Azy away, which it hasn't, thank God. Candy and are also on good terms, we talked things out after I almost attacked her for the stuff. Now I just
Under Control Ch 41: Regards
Jeremy pov:I chilled on the hood of my car, listening to the people around me talk and whistled as some girls walk by. I went home to drop off a few things and ran into Azrael and Amilia.Az and I had a little talk before I left again, apparently she took Amilia out to do somthing. It's most likely a crime. She thinks I don't know but it's hard not to when Amilia gets drunk and spills secrets to me.I let her go after the talk, dropping off some money and leaving before Amilia keeps me home to deal with a drunk Emily. I came back to the street race venue, waiting till my next race came up.People showed off their cars, their women and gave away areas to score some drugs. I just chilled till I was called. Somthing in the crowd did catch my eye, it was a familiar guy… too familiar.He was talking to some people before slyly sliding something over to them for money. I just watched for a bit till he looked around and caught my gaze. That's where I know him from!It's Az's friend!He nods
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